Shizzy617
New Member
- Feb 5, 2023
- 2
I really want to CTB, like, right now. But in my other attempts, i saw how my friends and family were. And i'm just so scared, because i just want to have peace, but i have to leave EVERYTHING behind, it's making me go crazy. This is the only place i can talk about it. When i say that i want to CTB my friends says nice things like " We love you ", " don't do it, we will miss you " or my family just says " you're so selfish ", i just think that if i do that they'll think that i'm selfish, or that i am a bad friend
Every time i vent to my friends it seems like i'm forcing them to hear me, even tho they said it's okay. My aunt said that she's going to take me to a therapist, but i doubt that this would help me, she also thinks i'm selfish, i just don't know what to do anymore...
I'm so freaking selfish
Every time i vent to my friends it seems like i'm forcing them to hear me, even tho they said it's okay. My aunt said that she's going to take me to a therapist, but i doubt that this would help me, she also thinks i'm selfish, i just don't know what to do anymore...
I'm so freaking selfish