Help I want to ctb but I havent made any plan yet, where should I start?

[CT3]

Ive been suicidal for awhile and havent really been sure if ive been just scared to do it or if I had some hope of getting better. I dont think I will so I want to make a plan but idk where to start

 

[wastingtime]

same here. the only reason im still alive rn is because planning out a whole goodbye sounds like such a chore..

so far i only know i need to clean my apartment, write my letters, take my money out from my bank etc. i dont have a proper plan or date yet but i will prepare everything and just wait for when i feel like doing it.

 

[Death is my goal]

check the sticky threads

 

[STTP]

Ive been suicidal for awhile and havent really been sure if ive been just scared to do it or if I had some hope of getting better. I dont think I will so I want to make a plan but idk where to start

personally i'd do a couple things only worth doing knowing your life would end soon and then ctb by firearm when i've made peace, written plenty of letters and kind words to anyone i care about, and checked off my bucket list

 

[CT3]

same here. the only reason im still alive rn is because planning out a whole goodbye sounds like such a chore..

so far i only know i need to clean my apartment, write my letters, take my money out from my bank etc. i dont have a proper plan or date yet but i will prepare everything and just wait for when i feel like doing it.

yeah i feel that. just feels like a

same here. the only reason im still alive rn is because planning out a whole goodbye sounds like such a chore..

so far i only know i need to clean my apartment, write my letters, take my money out from my bank etc. i dont have a proper plan or date yet but i will prepare everything and just wait for when i feel like doing it.

yeah it seems like alot to do when i dont even wanna be here in the first place. dont even know who id write letters too, i dont have anyone that close anymore

 

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[CT3]

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okay thx im new here

personally i'd do a couple things only worth doing knowing your life would end soon and then ctb by firearm when i've made peace, written plenty of letters and kind words to anyone i care about, and checked off my bucket list

cant really get ahold of firearms where i am or else id probably ctb already, gonna look for other methods. thx for the help

 

[lebrodude]

same here. the only reason im still alive rn is because planning out a whole goodbye sounds like such a chore..

so far i only know i need to clean my apartment, write my letters, take my money out from my bank etc. i dont have a proper plan or date yet but i will prepare everything and just wait for when i feel like doing it.

This pretty much sums me up too.
Planning and organising is exhausting, I just don't have the energy for it.

So I just sort of exist day by day instead.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I find it so dreadful how it isn't straightforward to just leave this existence in peace, I get that it's tiring feeling trapped here.