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Bruces
Specialist
- May 11, 2020
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I kind of see it like being in a bad relationship and staying in it because you don't want to hurt the other person's feeling. At the end of the day you need to do what is right for you. At least that's how I see it for me, if I'm unhappy and want to die, I'm not really doing my family any favors being in that mental state. The most important thing that I want to do is, put them at ease as much as possible in my suicide note. I don't want to leave them with any residual guilt.I feel ready but scared of hurting family
I kind of see it like being in a bad relationship and staying in it because you don't want to hurt the other person's feeling. At the end of the day you need to do what is right for you. At least that's how I see it for me, if I'm unhappy and want to die, I'm not really doing my family any favors being in that mental state. The most important thing that I want to do is, put them at ease as much as possible in my suicide note. I don't want to leave them with any residual guilt.
The fear of forever scarring my family is the only thing that holds me back at all at this point. I feel 100% ready for death and accepting of almost all methods. I hate it so much that I just can't leave without consequences...
This is definitely not a good way - very painful and long for you.As anyone thought about getting ill on purpose? Like doing something that could make you have cancer, so at least your family can rest in piece after mourning a more natural death.