Venting I want to CTB because I want to see what comes after death

[SoFewMethods]

I have a shitty life in my opinion l, but compared to others here it's not that bad.

In reality, I'm just bored with this world. Everything I have to do is work, work, work. What I want to do costs money so I can't afford it.

This repeating process gets so tiring and I can't handle 30 more years of this. I don't care if nothing happens after death, but I just want something more interesting, more fun, than this life.

It's annoying that rich people get to have all the fun for no effort. They just won and got lucky by being born in the right family.

 

[unluckysadness]

I don't know what happens after death but I hope that NDE stories are true. I'm also bored with this world. It's just like a bad movie : some people have the leading role, and most of us are just spectators.

 

[PI3.14]

My belief is that there's nothing after death. There is no continuation of the current self.

However, the self is nothing but atoms arranged in specific order, or this is my belief.

If matter is never destroyed, then perhaps matter will come to rearrange itself in the far future and create a new big bang via s mechanism that we don't know about.

Me, you, and everyone could be created yet again, although that will be different from the current self, in the sense that it's not a continuation of it. It's like your first time being born, no memories of past self.

This is just a personal belief though, no one really knows for sure what happens.

 

[dearlydeparted44]

This is exciting for me as well. I've seen everything this life has to offer... which is nothing. At least nothing I want.