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sincerely dead

sincerely dead

It's not me, it's you
Jun 17, 2023
318
Hi there. I'm posting because I am really struggling again this afternoon. I am not actively ready to CTB, nor do I have means or a plan at the moment. However (and please feel free to delete or move this thread if it belongs in recovery), I am really hoping someone could give me the time of day to hear my story. Not only to hear it, but to offer some type of support through it all.

I have a Google doc that I have written outlining everything; it would be my suicide note if I decide to CTB. I am not NEARLY finished with it, even though it is already at 10 pages. Lol. I was wondering: is someone willing to read this and help me? You can PM me if you can and I will give you my Discord & Google Doc.

I will preface with the trigger warning, though:
abuse of all forms, illnesses such as cancer, suicidality

(all explained in graphic detail)
 
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peelingbananas

peelingbananas

Student
Jul 22, 2023
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what's the google doc for? sort of documenting your experiences?
 

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