BeforeYouFallAsleep
a corpse is talking
- Oct 11, 2023
- 53
I want no one around me but at the same time someone who actually cares and wants to be around me
I know in order to get better I have to put the work in, but I don't have the energy for it
And even if i did, I feel like a shell of my former self
Someone that has lost himself
I know I had happy moments before but they just seem like the memories of someone else who isn't coming back
I am drowning even though I know how to swim
I am afraid to fail but can't be productive
I don't want to try anymore
just sleep
I know in order to get better I have to put the work in, but I don't have the energy for it
And even if i did, I feel like a shell of my former self
Someone that has lost himself
I know I had happy moments before but they just seem like the memories of someone else who isn't coming back
I am drowning even though I know how to swim
I am afraid to fail but can't be productive
I don't want to try anymore
just sleep