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tuto170
Student
- Jul 1, 2019
- 114
I have been hospitalized like 6-8 times and I lost count, my mother got su used putting her own mother (my grandmother) into mental hospitals that anything I misbehave she calls in an amubalance and takes me to a psychiatric hospital.
My mother is so sneaky that she forced to sigm a waiver that I transfer my signature powers to her, so i cant do anything just to behave and be fully dependent on her.
Psychiatrists are the worse, first time I was hospitalized I received a handful of medication, like 8 tablet/pills in one go. I had severe side effects like total loss of erections, dry mouth, parkinsonism, my muscles would contract randomly, I was dizzy and had difficulty thinking and feeling emotions and woul sleep 20hrs a day.
Now my mom and psychiatrist want to search more illnesses even forces to fake neurological issues to my practitioner that I would get refferal.
Im tired, I cant run or escape from this vicious circle. I dont feel a man anymore, just a vegetable. Im so afraid to get hospitalozed again, even i religiously take my meds everyday, but hospitalization is inevitable. Psychiatric wards are worse than worst prisons.
I have no rights, no friends, no emotions no independency and no will to live
My mother is so sneaky that she forced to sigm a waiver that I transfer my signature powers to her, so i cant do anything just to behave and be fully dependent on her.
Psychiatrists are the worse, first time I was hospitalized I received a handful of medication, like 8 tablet/pills in one go. I had severe side effects like total loss of erections, dry mouth, parkinsonism, my muscles would contract randomly, I was dizzy and had difficulty thinking and feeling emotions and woul sleep 20hrs a day.
Now my mom and psychiatrist want to search more illnesses even forces to fake neurological issues to my practitioner that I would get refferal.
Im tired, I cant run or escape from this vicious circle. I dont feel a man anymore, just a vegetable. Im so afraid to get hospitalozed again, even i religiously take my meds everyday, but hospitalization is inevitable. Psychiatric wards are worse than worst prisons.
I have no rights, no friends, no emotions no independency and no will to live