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Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
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I cant sleep anymore or enjoy anything anymore.
Everyday i feel l feel like have fucked up everything in my life and under so much pressure to have it figured out. I like having things figured out it gives me control .
Everyday my mind tells me and everyday this is how i feel
" you are not young anymore you "
" no one is ever going a hire a 23 year old who has never worked"
" This your life forever "
" you are too stupid to do anything right"
I cant see myself ever being happy.
I want all this to stop .
I dont belong in this world.
I feel so trapped
I cant do it .
Everyday i feel l feel like have fucked up everything in my life and under so much pressure to have it figured out. I like having things figured out it gives me control .
Everyday my mind tells me and everyday this is how i feel
" you are not young anymore you "
" no one is ever going a hire a 23 year old who has never worked"
" This your life forever "
" you are too stupid to do anything right"
I cant see myself ever being happy.
I want all this to stop .
I dont belong in this world.
I feel so trapped
I cant do it .