Venting I want a hug from my mom

[Fire&Ash]

I started crying really badly today. I feel so alone. I want my mom here to hug me. She's in AK. I just remember my whole life just being isolated and alone and just being generally disliked. And I don't have any good memories. I've been watching tv my whole life as a way to dissociate from reality. Literally. My parents never took me camping, bbqs, or anything. I've been home in an isolated village alone in AK. And even as an adult, I don't get invited to do anything. I've just been alone. And I've been hurt more than I can remember. This isn't living. I just can't take it

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

Ngl this sounds like a really sad story.

I wish i had words for you but im not the best at comforting