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Mynameisnotimportant
4 years recovered. SS Vetran
- Aug 21, 2018
- 112
I've got a great act score gpa and grades but I would trade it all for an average life. Academic success does not make me happy it is just what I use to cope with my depressing thoughts because when I'm too busy doing homework I don't have time to think about the meaninglessness of life. It's also something to point to whenever I feel worthless but it's not enough to stop me from wanting to ctb. Anyone else use meaningless success to try to cope