Smashingairwaves
misery factory
- Nov 15, 2018
- 193
There's been a few discussions on what people believe in, in terms of afterlives and religious beliefs, but no discussions on IF people really want to go to an after life.
I really do not want an afterlife. I would say I'm about 99% sure there is nothing after this life, but there's always that thought in the back of my mind; 'what if there was?'
I am sick of the mental suffering I have currently, and that is the reason I want to die. The thought of an afterlife, even an amazing heaven, fills me with fucking dread. I don't want to exist anymore. I don't want the same thoughts plaguing me in another life. I don't want new thoughts plaguing me either.
I really, really just don't want to exist.
Does anyone else hope there is nothing after this life?
I really do not want an afterlife. I would say I'm about 99% sure there is nothing after this life, but there's always that thought in the back of my mind; 'what if there was?'
I am sick of the mental suffering I have currently, and that is the reason I want to die. The thought of an afterlife, even an amazing heaven, fills me with fucking dread. I don't want to exist anymore. I don't want the same thoughts plaguing me in another life. I don't want new thoughts plaguing me either.
I really, really just don't want to exist.
Does anyone else hope there is nothing after this life?