I tried to hang myself

[kmycluisfe]

I tried to hang myself last night. I tied a belt on my door, sat down on the floor and started to hang myself. After a few seconds I panicked and took the belt off. It was horrible but I don't have more hope in this life.
I feel like I'm missing everything and I can't see myself going on much longer. I'd like to buy some SN and kill myself in my sleep, but I don't know how to get it in my country.
I don't want to suffer any more.

 

[LADY007]

I tried to hang myself last night. I tied a belt on my door, sat down on the floor and started to hang myself. After a few seconds I panicked and took the belt off. It was horrible but I don't have more hope in this life.
I feel like I'm missing everything and I can't see myself going on much longer. I'd like to buy some SN and kill myself in my sleep, but I don't know how to get it in my country.
I don't want to suffer any more.

I totally understand you.....hanging can be very difficult. I chose that first but even having a steel crossbeam in the basement and privacy...couldn't do it. I have a nitrogen tank, etc. and that is choice now.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it horrible how people even have to resort to methods like that in the first place and cannot just have the option to die in a guaranteed, peaceful way, it's extreme cruelty how people have to struggle so much to leave this existence. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[Macc_Lad_71]

bless ya heart

 

[throneofdispair03]

I hope you find the peace you search for. <3

 

[wanttodie]

I tied to bur wicha rop on my door, sat down on the floor and started to hang myself. After a few seconds I panick and took the rop off hope one day I can do it and end my life