Venting I tried to hang myself not too long ago.

[Vivir_O_No]

I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I just wasn't able to do it. Everything of this survival-designed machine called human body was not letting me do it. I confess I allow fear to control my life, but sometimes tha pain is just too much. This life is a prison. This body is a prison. Fuck it, I guess I will have to fight a little bit more.

"The thought of suicide is a great source of comfort: by means of it one gets through many a dark knight."

 

[4g1vvvven]

I don't know how people do it honestly, seems like one of the simplest methods and it's universally popular but I struggle like you

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so cruel and horrible how it's so unnecessarily difficult to cease existing on our own terms, we really shouldn't have to struggle so much to die. I just hate how we exist in such a hellish anti-suicide society where we are denied the option of a guaranteed, painless death, to me it'd be such a relief to be able to just fall asleep eternally, existence also feels so prison like to me as well.

 

[Vivir_O_No]

I don't know how people do it honestly, seems like one of the simplest methods and it's universally popular but I struggle like you

Yeah. I can't believe how damn strong you have to be to do it.

 

[FutureHanger]

I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I just wasn't able to do it. Everything of this survival-designed machine called human body was not letting me do it. I confess I allow fear to control my life, but sometimes tha pain is just too much. This life is a prison. This body is a prison. Fuck it, I guess I will have to fight a little bit more.

"The thought of suicide is a great source of comfort: by means of it one gets through many a dark knight."

lol same happened to me hopefully it doesn't tonight. Your quote is funny/real af

 

[Worndown]

Not saying you are not ready to go, but when it gets tough enough, SI has a difficult time holding you back.
I am sorry this was not a success for you.

 

[morgueprincess]

yeah i've tried several times, but backed out i just couldn't

 

[Worndown]

It happens. Don't beat yourself up about it.