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SMmetalhead36
Ready to have my forever date with suicide
- Oct 6, 2023
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The 3 or 4 friends I have and my husband know I struggle with mental health challenges. I already told them that 9/10 I'm going to leave the world by suicide. My reasoning for doing this is because when it happens I don't want them to be shocked. Hopefully I am not wrong for this. Everytime I think of death I see peace that I don't have here living. I've already made videos and writings and sent them when I CTB, I'm writing them a final letter. At this point, Ive isolated from almost everyone and I stopped sharing my feelings because I'm tired of individuals being dismissive.