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hello_vatya

hello_vatya

Vatya
Nov 1, 2025
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im crying so hard rn, I feel like such a loser for not being dead I thought my life would get better I thought they cared but they don't. first my friends and now my family. I think im so close to closing the final page
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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I'm sorry 😞. Family & friends tend not to do well with this kind of info in general, but I don't think that's because they don't care. What about talking about it with a professional? What about therapy?
 
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hello_vatya

hello_vatya

Vatya
Nov 1, 2025
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I'm sorry 😞. Family & friends tend not to do well with this kind of info in general, but I don't think that's because they don't care. What about talking about it with a professional? What about therapy?
in my country anything to do with mental health is looked down upon heavily. I am currently on the wait list for a Therapist which can take months in the public system. I have a psychiatrist but she was very ignorant towards therapy and thought medication would fix everything. For now I think I am at the loneliest time in my life.
 
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Nov 6, 2025
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in my country anything to do with mental health is looked down upon heavily. I am currently on the wait list for a Therapist which can take months in the public system. I have a psychiatrist but she was very ignorant towards therapy and thought medication would fix everything. For now I think I am at the loneliest time in my life.
What country? Sounds like a pretty brutal, sarcastic/mean-spirited response from your grandma.
 
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rabbitjack

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Dec 6, 2025
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Well at least she's not trying to force you to live. But like you said, it sounds she doesn't care. In the selfish world we live in now, you can't expect love from people. That is why at least from my experiences, learning more about nonduality/spirituality i.e that truly at the deepest level we are never separate from Life and the source of Life --has been helpful in connecting me to my own self and expecting less from people. Finding out who we truly are is a journey worth pursuing in my opinion.
 
yapoli

yapoli

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Jan 7, 2026
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im crying so hard rn, I feel like such a loser for not being dead I thought my life would get better I thought they cared but they don't. first my friends and now my family. I think im so close to closing the final page
im really sorry. nobody should say that to someone whos ill. let alone a family member. <333 we on SS. are here for you <33333
 
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InevitableDeath

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Jan 4, 2026
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miserable old cunt. Some old women think they're so clever. Family are the fucking worst.
 
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