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Venture98

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I've been fasting since yesterday. I just took my antacids and ibuprofen. In about 30 minutes I plan to take my sn. I'm nervous but also feeling read to ctb tonight. I welcome anyone to offer their support and I'll do my best to update.
 
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xo777

are we almost there?
Apr 5, 2022
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I don't have any advice to offer but I wish you nothing but peace in whatever choice you decide to make.
 
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Zegers

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Good luck and remember after this will come the peace.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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You're not taking an anti-emetic? Remember, if the feeling strikes you and you have doubts, you can always back out. There is NO shame in that. Always best to go with your feelings. I hope everything goes as planned and you find your peace.
 
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Venture98

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No antemetic. I'm a bit nervous. I haven't mixed it yet.
 
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Sorry it has come to this for you,. I wish you the best in whatever may happen. Godspeed -.
 
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I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope you're feeling ok. Are you nervous? I will be. EDIT- I just read that you are nervous. I know I'll be nervous too.
 
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Venture98

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Mixing it now
I measured 50 mL of water and a little over a tablespoon of sn
It disolved very quickly after just a little bit of stirring
It disolved very quickly after just a little bit of stirring
 
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Shu

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Venture98 said:
Mixing it now
I measured 50 mL of water and a little over a tablespoon of sn
It disolved very quickly after just a little bit of stirring
It disolved very quickly after just a little bit of stirring
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We're all here for you.. remember it's okay to postpone.. wishing you the best <3
 
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Venture98

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Jun 25, 2022
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Should I do it in one big shot or just normal drinks or sips?
I'm going to chew a piece of gum before and after for the taste
Just drank it
Just drank a
Just drank a
Just drank a
Feeling dizzy laying down
Just vomited. Breathing fast
 
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NeverEndingPain

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May 8, 2022
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Venture98 said:
Should I do it in one big shot or just normal drinks or sips?
I'm going to chew a piece of gum before and after for the taste
Just drank it
Just drank a
Just drank a
Just drank a
Feeling dizzy laying down
Just vomited. Breathing fast
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Are you still with us ?
 
Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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Venture98 said:
Should I do it in one big shot or just normal drinks or sips?
I'm going to chew a piece of gum before and after for the taste
Just drank it
Just drank a
Just drank a
Just drank a
Feeling dizzy laying down
Just vomited. Breathing fast
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best of lucky you still with us
 
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AliceTheGoon

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Jul 1, 2022
399
What's it like on the other side??
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you found freedom from your suffering. Best wishes.
 
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LunaNyx_

Existing. For some reason.
May 29, 2022
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jcksonb22 said:
op hasn't been online since. it's highly unlikely rip
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You know, it's terribly depressing that society is so trash that this is the only option for many of us.

If there was genuine kindness and cruelty wasn't the point of human society, op wouldn't have had to do this...


If they're genuinely gone. I wish them nothing but peace.
 
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jcksonb22

jcksonb22

deadboy
Jul 18, 2021
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LunaNyx_ said:
You know, it's terribly depressing that society is so trash that this is the only option for many of us.

If there was genuine kindness and cruelty wasn't the point of human society, op wouldn't have had to do this...


If they're genuinely gone. I wish them nothing but peace.
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yes i agree. but we don't necessarily know the reason why op chose to go. we each have our own issues/struggles/trauma that led us to this site.
 
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LunaNyx_

Existing. For some reason.
May 29, 2022
48
jcksonb22 said:
yes i agree. but we don't necessarily know the reason why op chose to go. we each have our own issues/struggles/trauma that led us to this site.
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True. I shouldn't assume.

Nevertheless. May they rest in peace.
 
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OuijaBored

Member
Apr 8, 2022
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Venture98 said:
I've been fasting since yesterday. I just took my antacids and ibuprofen. In about 30 minutes I plan to take my sn. I'm nervous but also feeling read to ctb tonight. I welcome anyone to offer their support and I'll do my best to update.
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Godspeed.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,850
R.I.P.
 
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NeverEndingPain

So tired of struggling
May 8, 2022
286
jcksonb22 said:
op hasn't been online since. it's highly unlikely rip
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I know :( It just was my first time replying to someone who was in the process and it hit different.
 
CassieHoward

CassieHoward

peace out ss
Mar 11, 2022
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i hope that you've found the peace you deserve!
 
rainwillneverstop

rainwillneverstop

Global Mod | Serious Health Hazard
Jul 12, 2022
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sleep well
 
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