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SpecialK

SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
I am waiting a few hours, since I just ate 3 hours ago. And after, I think it's gonna be the end.

I'm gonna use the SN method. Please don't cross my name just yet. I'll try to be there when I use the SN. I'll also wipe entirely my phone by loading the bios and wipe the cache partition. Like a brand new out of the box.

After, I'll set the phone without any accounts on it. And will use it only to come here and share my experience before I lose consciousness.
 
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imstillhungry

imstillhungry

Student
Nov 19, 2019
109
I'm sorry you're leaving us. Wishing you a peaceful journey, sending you all my love and good vibes.
Remember if you're not sure there's no shame in delaying it or getting help :hug:
 
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LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

Elementalist
Nov 29, 2019
808
Thank you for the update.
Peace and Poutine,
Another Canadian
 
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ninthhokage

ninthhokage

Member
Nov 8, 2019
82
Really hope your journey is peaceful. Sending love ❤️
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Lots of love. We are here for you. :)
 
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Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
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Hope you have a peaceful journey @SpecialK
 
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SpecialK

SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
Hope you have a peaceful journey @SpecialK

Thank you @Stan
Just took 2x 400mg of Advil extra strenght.
In 15minutes I will take 300mg of Quietiapine (12x 25mg) and 2 Gravol.
 
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realjunes

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Oct 1, 2019
730
I am here with the others for you SpecialK. Know that we are in your corner tonight.
 
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SpecialK

SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
I am here with the others for you SpecialK. Know that we are in your corner tonight.

Thank you, I really appreciate the support tonight. I will now reset my phone to absolute zero like a brand new out of the box, and come back to continue the updates.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
Sorry for you :aw:
Have a peaceful journey :heart:
 
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Return2Dust

Return2Dust

Experienced
Sep 28, 2019
246
Wishing you a smooth and peaceful transition.
 
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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
264
Sorry that life has brought you to this point but we're here to support you whatever path you choose. I'll be following the thread to see you off. :heart: :hug:
 
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SpecialK

SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
Just took 12x 25mg Quietiapine and sucking 3 Gravol right now.

Will take 2 Tegamet in 10 min.
 
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SpecialK

SpecialK

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Apr 15, 2019
155
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21 grams of SN Will do. I weight 163 pounds.
 
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Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Lots of hugs, may you have a peaceful journey❤️❤️❤️
 
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SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
Just took 2 Tegamet.

Next step is SN in 30 min.
The SN was easy To dissolve in water.
 
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Meant2Die

Meant2Die

Specialist
Nov 8, 2019
307
Best of luck :heart:
Are you the person who wasn't able to get meto? and youre using Quietiapine instead? Are you on it for a while, and just took a larger dose tonight, or using it as a stat dose?
 
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realjunes

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Oct 1, 2019
730
Thank you SpecialK for being with us. We are 100% here for you.
 
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Ineedtobedead

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Nov 11, 2019
45
Wishing you a peaceful exit :heart:
 
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SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
Best of luck :heart:
Are you the person who wasn't able to get meto? and youre using Quietiapine instead? Are you on it for a while, and just took a larger dose tonight, or using it as a stat dose?

Yes i couldnt get meto. Using it As a stat dose. I kept the lastpills i had for a while for this moment.
15 min to wait. Getting a lil nervous.
 
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Passersby

Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
1,641
Just seen your post special k. I hope whatever awaits is better than this suffering or just peaceful rest. I too have sn. Is it hard for you togo through with it? ✌️
 
SpecialK

SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
Just seen your post special k. I hope whatever awaits is better than this suffering or just peaceful rest. I too have sn. Is it hard for you togo through with it? ✌

I don't think it's too hard. Idk. I just want eternal peace at this point.
 
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BPD_LE

The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
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Here with you ❤
 
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SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
Thank you everyone for being here. 10 minutes.
 
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Eurus

Eurus

Everything Must Cease.
Sep 30, 2019
200
I'm here for you and you have my will in your journey toward your personal goal!
 
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SpecialK

SpecialK

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155
I'm feeling sleepy from the Quietiapine already . Hopefully it'll be peaceful.
 
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