The problem that I have with suicide is that it's purposely made so inaccessible by this terrible human species, if there's the option to just peacefully pass away in my sleep it would certainly be such a relief.
Suicide even barely feels like an option in the first place for me but all that suicide is, is solving a problem that should never have existed in the first place, the problem being existence.
I also just wish that nothing existed, nobody should ever have to suffer so unnecessarily and die in the first place, only the absence of everything is true perfection, I see existence as a mistake that's better off erased.