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Petting a cat might change my mind
- Oct 27, 2023
- 18
I've been planning my suicide for 2~ years, thinking and writing about it at any chance I have.
In truth, I don't even think I'm suicidal anymore. I've attempted twice or thrice over these 2 years, decisions made out of pure impulse, fully ignoring the plans I've been working on for so long.
I have multiple plans for this (I think the shortest one has about 9 steps), all of them are overcomplicated, they involve the people around me, and are constantly shifting based on character discoveries I make of the people involved in my plans.
Is this too weird????
In truth, I don't even think I'm suicidal anymore. I've attempted twice or thrice over these 2 years, decisions made out of pure impulse, fully ignoring the plans I've been working on for so long.
I have multiple plans for this (I think the shortest one has about 9 steps), all of them are overcomplicated, they involve the people around me, and are constantly shifting based on character discoveries I make of the people involved in my plans.
Is this too weird????