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- Aug 4, 2023
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So I feel like my mother loves me, but doesnt like my decisions and me as a person.
She doesnt like that I want to choose an easier uni than what she expects. She thinks Im lazy and argues with me about basically everything, like she is trying to find imperfections. She kinda has some symptoms of ocd, and she always wants everything to be the way she wants it to be.
Also the reasoning behind all this is "I am allowed to comment and tell my opinion, we are a family and I should be honest with you all" I mean that is true but for god sake it hurts.
I feel so unlovable, annoying as a person, tiring to be around, and im really questioning if im actually lazy af and not depressed.
She would be devestated if I pass away, but Idk I feel like I should put my needs and wants before her own, but it is hard AF when someone is commenting on everything you do.
She doesnt like that I want to choose an easier uni than what she expects. She thinks Im lazy and argues with me about basically everything, like she is trying to find imperfections. She kinda has some symptoms of ocd, and she always wants everything to be the way she wants it to be.
Also the reasoning behind all this is "I am allowed to comment and tell my opinion, we are a family and I should be honest with you all" I mean that is true but for god sake it hurts.
I feel so unlovable, annoying as a person, tiring to be around, and im really questioning if im actually lazy af and not depressed.
She would be devestated if I pass away, but Idk I feel like I should put my needs and wants before her own, but it is hard AF when someone is commenting on everything you do.
