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Midnightkitty

Midnightkitty

They/Them, genderfluid, always open to talk.
Nov 25, 2025
51
I found a bridge near me with no guard fence on one side. It's about 60 feet high over train tracks. I hope that's high enough to do it!

Plan is to drive to the neighborhood nearby around 9-10PM, take a strong enough edible to dull SI, and them take the leap.

If there's anything wrong with this plan please let me know. I'm hoping for success.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,996
Please rethink this.

1st off I am NOT pro-life nor pro-ctb, but pro-choice and I really do NOT want you physically messed up.

I have 24/7 chronic pain from a VERY nasty car crash, car crash NOT my fault, just wrong place at the wrong time. I live with a body racked by pain and the right half is starting to have mobility issues and I NEVER EVER want this HELL upon anyone, especially YOU.

Lots of well wishes and remember that we are ALL in this TOGETHER.

Walter
 
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random_user

Human existence is a scam.
Jun 17, 2022
93
I don't think that 60ft is high enough to die on impact. Also I would recommend to – if possible – not choose train tracks, since there will always be some innocent train conductor who likely gets traumatised by this.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Good luck hun
 
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OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
523
60ft / 18 metres is not nearly high enough. You need at least 50 metres, preferably 70+ metres.

If I was in the US and could drive, I'd probably crash in the Grand Canyon - shout out Sufjan Stevens for the idea...

 
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Midnightkitty

Midnightkitty

They/Them, genderfluid, always open to talk.
Nov 25, 2025
51
Thank you for the feedback everyone-
I thought 60 was high enough, my bad for rushed research :(

I'll look for something else. The kindness and thoughtfulness mean the world.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,128
I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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