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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
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I deserve to be punished and suffer as much as possible, so I need to hold off on killing myself in order to prolong the suffering I deserve. I can't just sit here and complain and wonder why I suffer. It makes no sense! I've GOT TO believe I deserve everything coming my way in order to not lose my mind. I am a vase made for the sole purpose of being smashed to pieces rather than displayed as beautiful deco.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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Why do you believe you need to suffer?
 
Aspiring Mushroom

Aspiring Mushroom

Lich
Oct 25, 2024
12
Because otherwise it makes no sense that I'm living and suffering
I understand that feeling. Blaming myself for all of my problems is one of my coping strategies too, because I'm terrified to believe the universe is just cruel and unfair.
 

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