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catdaddy2601

catdaddy2601

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Aug 6, 2021
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About to take 10ml of g, I'll be dead soon hopefully! I'm scared survival instinct will stop me... Need some encouragement
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

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Jun 28, 2021
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If you're ready then just do it. Good luck
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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If you feel like you are ready, then I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
catdaddy2601

catdaddy2601

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Aug 6, 2021
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I'm struggling ... I keep putting the cup down every time i try to take it... Aarrrgh ... I'm reading through posts on this forum to try and get some courage !!
 
Bedrock48

Bedrock48

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Feb 1, 2021
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I'm struggling ... I keep putting the cup down every time i try to take it... Aarrrgh ... I'm reading through posts on this forum to try and get some courage !!

If you can't tonight then don't, death will always be waiting for you when you're ready. Could you maybe put on some calming music or something? Soothe the nerves and give you time to think.

Sending my best thoughts to you.
 
catdaddy2601

catdaddy2601

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Aug 6, 2021
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If you can't tonight then don't, death will always be waiting for you when you're ready. Could you maybe put on some calming music or something? Soothe the nerves and give you time to think.

Sending my best thoughts to you.
I can't face tomorrow !! That means going into work knowing that I failed ... Thanks though
 
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That means going into work knowing that I failed.
There is no shame in that.
If you have to read comments on an online forum to encourage yourself, you're probably not as ready as you think you are.
If you have your method ready, why the rush?
 
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lv-gras

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Jul 27, 2018
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I've typed up an email

I can't face tomorrow !! That means going into work knowing that I failed ... Thanks though
you didn't fail either way.

you're just going through some stuff.
 
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

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Jun 22, 2021
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Assuming you are using GHB and that 10 ml is the lethal dose, wouldnt you take less of it first to feel kinda euphoric and then use the 10 ml to ctb in the high state?
 
A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
it's not my place to judge or anything, but it seems that you're not quite ready yet. Though I absolutely understand how you're feeling right. I've been there. This SI is no joke…. But in my opinion it should be done when you feel more or less peaceful…. I hope you will figure out what to do……
 
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