dwindlingfirst

dwindlingfirst

Too worthless to live, too scared to die
Apr 24, 2023
85
I can't get SN or anything without people getting suspicious, so I think I'm just going to jump off an overpass, because:
- I'm scared of hanging
- I can't get chemicals without suspicion
- I'm too young to own a gun
If there's any better solution please help me with one. I can't Jump off anything else because I don't live near any cliffs, so one way or another I'm probably going to end up dead in front of somebody.
I just want to be gone quickly.
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
532
How are you too young to own a gun? How old are you? Are you in the United States?
 
thecolourgold

thecolourgold

night night coming soon. ❤️
Apr 22, 2023
100
Are you old enough to drive? There is a great bridge in auburn California if you can make it. Famous for jumpers.
 
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Disaster

Experienced
Jan 24, 2023
291
How can you be old enough to use this site, but not enough to have a gun?
 
Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
532
How can you be old enough to use this site, but not enough to have a gun?
Just googled it, some states don't let you buy until you're 21, but even then if you're 18 just drive out of state to get a gun. Most states you can buy at 18.
 
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meatfleshprison

meatfleshprison

kill yourself or get over it
Apr 7, 2023
28
I can't get SN or anything without people getting suspicious, so I think I'm just going to jump off an overpass, because:
- I'm scared of hanging
- I can't get chemicals without suspicion
- I'm too young to own a gun
If there's any better solution please help me with one. I can't Jump off anything else because I don't live near any cliffs, so one way or another I'm probably going to end up dead in front of somebody.
I just want to be gone quickly.
Chemicals will arouse suspicion but, if you were old enough to get a gun, it wouldn't?

If you're bold enough, I'd say jumping off an overpass is fine. SI is one hell of a bitch when it comes to methods like drowning or jumping, though.
 
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rottingaway26

Member
Apr 25, 2023
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I can't get SN or anything without people getting suspicious, so I think I'm just going to jump off an overpass, because:
- I'm scared of hanging
- I can't get chemicals without suspicion
- I'm too young to own a gun
If there's any better solution please help me with one. I can't Jump off anything else because I don't live near any cliffs, so one way or another I'm probably going to end up dead in front of somebody.
I just want to be gone quickly.
I've definitely thought about this but wouldn't do it because it could cause a serious car accident. I'm not going to possibly murder someone.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
I certainly hate how difficult it is to die in this cruel world, to me it's so horrible how we are denied the options of painless and reliable methods, suffering people shouldn't have to resort to methods like this, it just proves that this world is such a hellish place. But anyway I wish you the best and I hope you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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SoftWorries

Specialist
Feb 22, 2023
334
The person in the car will need to deal with the trauma you'd pass like a baton onto them. I'm someone who is suicidal partly from being witness to violent deaths.

I'm sorry you're in a place to feel no other options. It really isn't fair how difficult it is to make choices for yourself.
 
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Octavia

Octavia

“I’d… rather kill myself.”
Mar 4, 2023
363
One can get access to discreet deliveries quite easily by renting a PO box or by having the package forwarded to a company like Stackry or Shipbymail and pick it up at their storage facilities if they are near enough.
 
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momdontcryplease

momdontcryplease

Member
Apr 15, 2023
62
an overpass like over a road? please don't do that you might kill somebody else. maybe there is that shallow water drowning but I'm not sure if this is peaceful
 
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lebrodude

Mage
Jul 18, 2022
513
Just don't survive it.
The injuries you'll sustain will be horrific if you survive and most likely make attempting again very difficult.

For this reason alone I recommended you reconsider.
 
dwindlingfirst

dwindlingfirst

Too worthless to live, too scared to die
Apr 24, 2023
85
I've definitely thought about this but wouldn't do it because it could cause a serious car accident. I'm not going to possibly murder someone.
Yeah I've throught about this but I'd jump in front of something like a heavy ass 18 wheeler which shouldn't have a problem, but I definitely am taking that into account
The person in the car will need to deal with the trauma you'd pass like a baton onto them. I'm someone who is suicidal partly from being witness to violent deaths.

I'm sorry you're in a place to feel no other options. It really isn't fair how difficult it is to make choices for yourself.
I really appreciate that, thanks for your input
Are you old enough to drive? There is a great bridge in auburn California if you can make it. Famous for jumpers.
I'm on the east coast :/
 
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