My self-destructive thoughts, along with my disconnection from the real world, are driving me crazy. I'm afraid of going crazy and facing reality, so my suicide between January 2nd and 10th.
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- Dec 31, 2024
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Yeah thats fair. Of what I can remember of my past most of it don't feel like me. Aperantly I do thing. Then idk I just forgot I did them. Its scary but I gave up trying to understand a while ago.
And Also dissociation does suck. Like a ton mine just makes me feel like my skin and face and kinda just body in general aren't synced up in the present moment.
I hope it goes well if u do self destruct and if or when u do leave this world I hope your happy it's at least over.
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