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lostinthebleak

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Nov 16, 2021
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Been told today that despite all my efforts to keep my job I'm likely to loose it. I've bided my time in hopes of a miracle but it's for not. Not sure how I'm gonna go but it's looking like the full suspension route for me. Already got my rope. Once I get home itll likely be the end. Didn't want it to come to this but I won't go back a failure to my family. I'm sorry for being a loser. Much love you all
 
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healthrecovery

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Sep 25, 2021
378
Im also thinking of ending it soon i know where you are getting at
 
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ddd1234

Experienced
Nov 23, 2021
268
Like you... You can CBT Ina peaceful way. I do t have souch luck. My family guards me 24/7 and today will be probably sent to psych ward for long months. In my condition ( very high anxiety, cannot sleep or do anything than ruminating and regretting) I will have a very hard time there. Two months ago life was perfect, now is worse than you can imagine. That's so pathetic.
 
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lostinthebleak

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Nov 16, 2021
45
Finally left the ER (unrelated to my CTB) got my rope in my bag. Going for a walk to find the perfect spot
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Godspeed.
 
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lostinthebleak

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Nov 16, 2021
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Peace be with you all
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Life is so cruel and unfair. I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
Hope it will be an quick exit bro...peace with you
If you think there is no other way out god speed
 
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Elri

Student
Dec 2, 2021
180
Please don't kill yourself over job, you can get another one soon
 
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healthrecovery

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Sep 25, 2021
378
Please don't kill yourself over job, you can get another one soon
Thats what i was thinking as well...losing job sucks hardcore but not worth killing yourself over
 
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