Venting I think I will CTB way earlier than I thought

[venin]

I just went to the store and I felt like a zombie. My positive emotions are flatened out by the new meds albeit the negative ones are doing just fine. I hate my life, the incapacity to be myself, the incapacity to live the life I want, fought for and deserve. I hate seing others doing great, making progres in every aspect of life while I am batlling these fucking illnesses day in day out. I cannot do this anymore. Enough.

FMLLLLLLLL

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really dreadful and tiring what you have to go through, I understand why you'd wish to leave, it's cruel how people suffer all through no fault of their own. But anyway best wishes.