I think I made up my mind

[StarsAbove]

I think I have decided I will buy a gun. Even on days where I feel better, I still have suicide in the back of my mind. So I don't really feel like trying recovery anymore. I no longer want to play around with the EB idea. I want something quick, easy and relatively fool proof once its in my possession. Its probably going to take a while, but I better start planning soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for.