I think I know when I'll try to CTB again

[Jason0941]

Hi guys, my last suicide attempt with nitrogen hypoxia drained my bank account, particularly because the nitrogen & my hotel room were both expensive. Despite that, now I've got a new job, and I'm getting paid on the 19th. My estimate is that I'll have enough money to CTB 42 days from September 19th (which is October 31st).

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[NellyGoes]

Hi guys, my last suicide attempt with nitrogen hypoxia drained my bank account, particularly because the nitrogen & my hotel room were both expensive. Despite that, now I've got a new job, and I'm getting paid on the 19th. My estimate is that I'll have enough money to CTB 42 days from September 19th (which is October 31st).

If I may ask, why did your first attempt with nitrogen hypoxia fail?

And the good thing is, while the initial setup is quite costly with this method for a "2. Run" thankfully a gas refill shouldn't be too expensive (~$30 or so) as long as you already have the tank and other materials.
I'm glad you've got a plan to help you find relief in the future, that's a powerful thing to hold on to.

 

[Jason0941]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

thanks

If I may ask, why did your first attempt with nitrogen hypoxia fail?

And the good thing is, while the initial setup is quite costly with this method for a "2. Run" thankfully a gas refill shouldn't be too expensive (~$30 or so) as long as you already have the tank and other materials.
I'm glad you've got a plan to help you find relief in the future, that's a powerful thing to hold on to.

I think it failed because the mask I used didn't form an airtight seal over my face. This is the mask I used https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0F22FFZBM?ref=ppx_yo2ov_dt_b_fed_asin_title

 

[NellyGoes]

I think it failed because the mask I used didn't form an airtight seal over my face. This is the mask I used https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0F22FFZBM?ref=ppx_yo2ov_dt_b_fed_asin_title

Damn I'm sorry. I can't imagine the agony when you woke up when it didn't work. did you pass out for long? Do you think you sustained any brain damage?

But yeah I've read that oxygen masks are not recommended bc when we pass out our facial muscles relax and that could likely dislodge the mask. Are you using something different for your next go?

 

[Jason0941]

I did not pass out for long & I did not sustain any brain damage. I'm planning on making an exit bag & using that for my next attempt. My only concern with that is whether it would be airtight.

Damn I'm sorry. I can't imagine the agony when you woke up when it didn't work. did you pass out for long? Do you think you sustained any brain damage?

But yeah I've read that oxygen masks are not recommended bc when we pass out our facial muscles relax and that could likely dislodge the mask. Are you using something different for your next go?

 

[NellyGoes]

I did not pass out for long & I did not sustain any brain damage. I'm planning on making an exit bag & using that for my next attempt. My only concern with that is whether it would be airtight.

Glad you didn't sustain any brain damage or injury!
Yes I think exit bag is safer than an oxygen mask. And yeah I've done a lot of research re the material of different bags… unfortunately I'm still not 100% sure about what type is best. :/ from my understanding "oven bags" are recommended. The only problem is there are slight differences in material and quality of "oven bags"….:/

 

[Nexuuz123]

I did not pass out for long & I did not sustain any brain damage. I'm planning on making an exit bag & using that for my next attempt. My only concern with that is whether it would be airtight.

Exit bags aren't supposed to be airtight. they are supposed to be snug, but not tight enough to where the gas buildup in the bag doesn't make any air seep out.

 

[Jason0941]

ok, thanks for the info

Exit bags aren't supposed to be airtight. they are supposed to be snug, but not tight enough to where the gas buildup in the bag doesn't make any air seep out.