The Burning Fool
Falling through the abyss of insanity
- Sep 12, 2023
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Disclaimer: I do not encourage any of these acts, and I'm not claiming that the method works, or that it is painless. I'm not encouraging or influencing anyone to give advice, opinions, feedback or insight, but everyone is free to give it willingly.
I chose my way of exiting after considering all the methods that are frequently discussed online. The one I chose is less discussed, I haven't come across it yet. The idea is rectally overdosing alcohol. Administering the drug that way would prevent vomiting, and cause loss of consciousness, coma and death in a short period of time, and it wouldn't be a too unpleasant experience. I could also lie on my back in the bathtub with my feet up, put weights on my chest in a backpack to hold me down, and slowly fill the bathtub while I pass out. Would the water entering my lungs wake me up for a moment of pain and panic, or would I pass peacefully? What can I do to hold the liquid in my bowels longer? Would it be best to use 70% alcohol from a pharmacy, or stronger liquor, or something more dilute? How much alcohol would be needed for a cis male? Height: 180 cm, weight: 73 kg.
I chose my way of exiting after considering all the methods that are frequently discussed online. The one I chose is less discussed, I haven't come across it yet. The idea is rectally overdosing alcohol. Administering the drug that way would prevent vomiting, and cause loss of consciousness, coma and death in a short period of time, and it wouldn't be a too unpleasant experience. I could also lie on my back in the bathtub with my feet up, put weights on my chest in a backpack to hold me down, and slowly fill the bathtub while I pass out. Would the water entering my lungs wake me up for a moment of pain and panic, or would I pass peacefully? What can I do to hold the liquid in my bowels longer? Would it be best to use 70% alcohol from a pharmacy, or stronger liquor, or something more dilute? How much alcohol would be needed for a cis male? Height: 180 cm, weight: 73 kg.