I survived Fentanyl poisoning... God saved me

[imdepressed999]

I want to start this post of by saying i am glad to be alive. I did my Goodbye post last night after i swallowed 9 Laced Fentanyl pills. I went to go lay down and at some point, I blacked out. I woke up in terror with my vision and hearing gone. I was beyond scared and realized in that moment I DID NOT WANT TO DIE. I am not a religious person but i cried out, if there is a god, please save me. In that moment as if spoken into my being, i was told ITS NOT MY TIME. For the next 6 hours i puked my brains out and was trying my hardest to hold onto life. I honestly do not know how i am alive right now. I will say this, when you are on the edge of death, you truly will know IF YOU WANT TO DIE OR NOT. I am a guy that is happy to be alive. I am not making this post to try and tell everyone to change their mind and all of that. This was just my experience i thought i share. Please take care of yourself guys/girls.

 

[Unattainable666]

I can't tell you how happy I am to hear you are still here with us. I cried my eyes out. You are a wonderful person. So glad you are still here. Be happy!

 

[iusedtobehappy]

Wow, this is profound and beautiful! You found your peace by way of a scary detour but hey, you found it! Sooo happy for you!

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

So happy you are still here. Wishing you the best in your recovery.

 

[Pluto]

i was told ITS NOT MY TIME.

Sounds like you had an NDE, since this is the most common message.

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Let me know if I can help you in any way.

 

[absolutelyyou]

My heart is light to know you are still here, if you are heading towards some form a recovery I wish you all the luck and peace in the world, friend.

 

[imdepressed999]

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I can't tell you how happy I am to hear you are still here with us. I cried my eyes out. You are a wonderful person. So glad you are still here. Be happy!

Thank you, wow that means a lot. I am glad to be alive. Ill begin now to recover myself.

 

[Unattainable666]

T

Thank you, wow that means a lot. I am glad to be alive. Ill begin now to recover myself.

If you were in front of me I would give you the biggest hug you ever did receive. Im so happy for you I wish you nothing but peace and joy in your life you deserve both.

 

[beaten96]

Good for you! Surviving an attempt can be brutal though.. after the initial survival part wears off.. took me a good two years to come down off my worst attempt..

 

[Slow_Farewell]

Glad you found whatever it is, best of luck on the next chapter!

 

[rozeske]

Happy to see you are still here and glad you found your peace in whatever form it came in. Wishing you all the best in your recovery journey

 

[inaminute]

I took 20 x 100mg morphine sulphate pills last year (Zomorph) and somehow survived. I puked so much it was like a rough night on the town

 

[inneedrelief]

I want to start this post of by saying i am glad to be alive. I did my Goodbye post last night after i swallowed 9 Laced Fentanyl pills. I went to go lay down and at some point, I blacked out. I woke up in terror with my vision and hearing gone. I was beyond scared and realized in that moment I DID NOT WANT TO DIE. I am not a religious person but i cried out, if there is a god, please save me. In that moment as if spoken into my being, i was told ITS NOT MY TIME. For the next 6 hours i puked my brains out and was trying my hardest to hold onto life. I honestly do not know how i am alive right now. I will say this, when you are on the edge of death, you truly will know IF YOU WANT TO DIE OR NOT. I am a guy that is happy to be alive. I am not making this post to try and tell everyone to change their mind and all of that. This was just my experience i thought i share. Please take care of yourself guys/girls.

Tbh I prayed that god saves you that u will be in heaven that he does everything he can to save you and I guess this was the results. Glad you're okay

 

[ForgottenAgain]

Wow that is a wild experience! I'm glad you discovered which way you should go, that must be a big relief. I wish you all the best on your recovery, which seems to be the route to which you're headed. I'm very happy that you're still with us, now with more certainty that you want to stay

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Best of luck in life :) although it might not be an easy journey I'm sure that you can find the beauty amongst all the pain and hurt life tries to give you. It's a mix of both good and bad and hopefully some of your worst is behind you .

 

[annointed_towers]

How long did it take for your vision and hearing to come back?

 

[DreamEnd]

This is what I'm afraid of. If you go with fent method always better to inject it or snort it

 

[february in alaska]

I'm so happy for you. At least now you know you want to live, and you can live the rest of your life the way you want. I hope you don't have too many complications/effects from your attempt... best wishes and lots of hugs to you stranger

 

[penguinl0v3s]

This is so beautiful. Such a profound experience can only be felt when you're close to the moment, huh? I wish you the best with your recovery <3

 

[FireFox]

This is what I'm afraid of. If you go with fent method always better to inject it or snort it

@mmikkee1 Fentayl overdose is the worst way to go. Before George Floyd's death he was high on Fentanyl and went above the recommended limits. As a result of him being high and having dangerously large amounts in his system he was struggling to breathe it showed in the tapes when the police officers were walking to put him in the car.

The poor man genuinely could not breathe and was fighting for breath. The piece of shit police officer Derek chauvin's refusal to remove his knee from Floyd's neck exposed Floyd to further harm and ulimately caused him to suffocate to death. If floyd got the medical attention he needed he would be alive today.

Seeing the tape before George floyd died it was shocking to see the man struggling to breathe, being completely out of it as result of the dangerously high levels of fentanyl.

Some addicts are lucky to pass out but others do not go out peacefully and suffer a long drawn out death.

Fentanyl is approximately 100 times more potent than morphine and 50 times more potent than heroin as an analgesic.

Fentanyl Facts

www.cdc.gov

 

[DreamEnd]

@mmikkee1 Fentayl overdose is the worst way to go. Before George Floyd's death he was high on Fentanyl and went above the recommended limits. As a result of him being high and having dangerously large amounts in his system he was struggling to breathe it showed in the tapes when the police officers were walking to put him in the car.

The poor man genuinely could not breathe and was fighting for breath. The piece of shit police officer Derek chauvin's refusal to remove his knee from Floyd's neck exposed Floyd to further harm and ulimately caused him to suffocate to death. If floyd got the medical attention he needed he would be alive today.

Seeing the tape before George floyd died it was shocking to see the man struggling to breathe, being completely out of it as result of the dangerously high levels of fentanyl.

Some addicts are lucky to pass out but others do not go out peacefully and suffer a long drawn out death.

Fentanyl is approximately 100 times more potent than morphine and 50 times more potent than heroin as an analgesic.

Fentanyl Facts

www.cdc.gov

Well idk about the worst way to go. Don't most people just pass out? Also he had metamphetamine there as well so idk

 

[FireFox]

I want to start this post of by saying i am glad to be alive. I did my Goodbye post last night after i swallowed 9 Laced Fentanyl pills. I went to go lay down and at some point, I blacked out. I woke up in terror with my vision and hearing gone. I was beyond scared and realized in that moment I DID NOT WANT TO DIE. I am not a religious person but i cried out, if there is a god, please save me. In that moment as if spoken into my being, i was told ITS NOT MY TIME. For the next 6 hours i puked my brains out and was trying my hardest to hold onto life. I honestly do not know how i am alive right now. I will say this, when you are on the edge of death, you truly will know IF YOU WANT TO DIE OR NOT. I am a guy that is happy to be alive. I am not making this post to try and tell everyone to change their mind and all of that. This was just my experience i thought i share. Please take care of yourself guys/girls.

@imdepressed999 Fentanyl is 50 times stronger than heroin and 100 times stronger than morphine to suffer an overdose it will not be pleasant experience because the human body is being exposed to a very strong substance.
https://www.cdc.gov/stopoverdose/fentanyl/index.html

Some addicts are lucky to pass out and never wake up but many others do not go out peacefully and suffer a long drawn out death. Look at George Floyd as an example why a Fentanyl overdose is a terrible way go go. One of the main symptoms of a Fentanyl overdose is respiratory failure.

Before George Floyd's death he was high on Fentanyl and went above the recommended limits. As a result of him being high and having dangerously large amounts in his system he was struggling to breathe it showed in the tapes when the police officers were walking to put him in the car.

The poor man genuinely could not breathe and was fighting for breath. The piece of shit police officer Derek chauvin's refusal to remove his knee from Floyd's neck exposed Floyd to further harm and ulimately caused him to suffocate to death. If floyd got the medical attention he needed he would be alive today.

Well idk about the worst way to go. Don't most people just pass out? Also he had metamphetamine there as well so idk

@mmikkee1 Chauvins actions ulimately killed Floyd but the drugs in Floyd's body didn't help either and made him very vulnerable. His body was too weak to fight. He didn't have a chance. If he was given medical help earlier he most likely would be alive.

Drugs weaken the body and the results can be unpredictable.

 

[sewycidial]

I want to start this post of by saying i am glad to be alive. I did my Goodbye post last night after i swallowed 9 Laced Fentanyl pills. I went to go lay down and at some point, I blacked out. I woke up in terror with my vision and hearing gone. I was beyond scared and realized in that moment I DID NOT WANT TO DIE. I am not a religious person but i cried out, if there is a god, please save me. In that moment as if spoken into my being, i was told ITS NOT MY TIME. For the next 6 hours i puked my brains out and was trying my hardest to hold onto life. I honestly do not know how i am alive right now. I will say this, when you are on the edge of death, you truly will know IF YOU WANT TO DIE OR NOT. I am a guy that is happy to be alive. I am not making this post to try and tell everyone to change their mind and all of that. This was just my experience i thought i share. Please take care of yourself guys/girls.

Wow thats quite the experience

 

[breezeboy]

@imdepressed999 Fentanyl is 50 times stronger than heroin and 100 times stronger than morphine to suffer an overdose it will not be pleasant experience because the human body is being exposed to a very strong substance.
https://www.cdc.gov/stopoverdose/fentanyl/index.html

Some addicts are lucky to pass out and never wake up but many others do not go out peacefully and suffer a long drawn out death. Look at George Floyd as an example why a Fentanyl overdose is a terrible way go go. One of the main symptoms of a Fentanyl overdose is respiratory failure.

Before George Floyd's death he was high on Fentanyl and went above the recommended limits. As a result of him being high and having dangerously large amounts in his system he was struggling to breathe it showed in the tapes when the police officers were walking to put him in the car.

The poor man genuinely could not breathe and was fighting for breath. The piece of shit police officer Derek chauvin's refusal to remove his knee from Floyd's neck exposed Floyd to further harm and ulimately caused him to suffocate to death. If floyd got the medical attention he needed he would be alive today.

@mmikkee1 Chauvins actions ulimately killed Floyd but the drugs in Floyd's body didn't help either and made him very vulnerable. His body was too weak to fight. He didn't have a chance.

Drugs weaken the body and the results can be unpredictable.

bahhhh

 

[FireFox]

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Thank you, wow that means a lot. I am glad to be alive. Ill begin now to recover myself.

@imdepressed999 That is wonderful you deserve a second chance in life hopefully this time it works out well for you. Death is permanent with no going back and it's leaping into the unknown. We don't know what happens when we die some believe in a God others believe in reincarnation others others believe there is nothing but still we humans still don't know where we go when we die. Nobody knows.

Once that reality of the finality of death kicks in this is why when some people try to attempt suicide end up regretting it or try to reverse the effects of their decision. The realisation how permanent death is can be absolutely terrifying and no one knows how to react until they get exposed to being close to death.

Good luck with everything OP

Love
FireFox :)

bahhhh

@breezeboy Cute sheep icon what does it mean?

 

[DreamEnd]

@imdepressed999 Fentanyl is 50 times stronger than heroin and 100 times stronger than morphine to suffer an overdose it will not be pleasant experience because the human body is being exposed to a very strong substance.
https://www.cdc.gov/stopoverdose/fentanyl/index.html

Some addicts are lucky to pass out and never wake up but many others do not go out peacefully and suffer a long drawn out death. Look at George Floyd as an example why a Fentanyl overdose is a terrible way go go. One of the main symptoms of a Fentanyl overdose is respiratory failure.

Before George Floyd's death he was high on Fentanyl and went above the recommended limits. As a result of him being high and having dangerously large amounts in his system he was struggling to breathe it showed in the tapes when the police officers were walking to put him in the car.

The poor man genuinely could not breathe and was fighting for breath. The piece of shit police officer Derek chauvin's refusal to remove his knee from Floyd's neck exposed Floyd to further harm and ulimately caused him to suffocate to death. If floyd got the medical attention he needed he would be alive today.

@mmikkee1 Chauvins actions ulimately killed Floyd but the drugs in Floyd's body didn't help either and made him very vulnerable. His body was too weak to fight. He didn't have a chance. If he was given medical help earlier he most likely would be alive.

Drugs weaken the body and the results can be unpredictable.

I feel like with most opiates you just pass out. Isnt that the case for almost all attempts?

 

[FireFox]

I feel like with most opiates you just pass out. Isnt that the case for almost all attempts?

@mmikkee1 It depends on a number of factors and also the human body is more resilient than people believe.

● Some people's bodies can tolerant high amounts of drugs while others can not. Our bodies are all different no one really knows their body or how it will react to a particular drug. This is why many overdoses do fail even if they ingested a large amount
The human body is stubborn if your body refuses to let you die then you will not die.

● Depends on the make of the drug (IMPORTANT) : Most addicts buying drugs think they are buying the same drug product again. The truth is no drug is the same see? Drug dealers when manufacturing drugs mix all kinds of chemicals sometimes not properly and people have died from contaminated drugs. It ie very scary

 

[Nori]

Happy to hear you found some sort of peace in that experience.

 

[Mayonaise]

I truly hope you find peace whatever you decide to do. My best wishes

 

[mortuarymary]

Wasn't meant to be.
sending hugs