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Gyomei
Member
- Jun 11, 2022
- 16
I can't believe that I started cutting again. I used to do it before but stopped. Then I cut myself yesterday. I took a blade out from a pencil sharpener and got a few shallow cuts in. I told my friend and it was not good... I just fucked everything up again by telling him. Now he's all worried and shit he was so mad at me yesterday. I have an urge to cut again right now I'm shaking and sweating while holding the blade knowing that I will probably do it when my family is asleep. This time I won't tell a fucking soul. Not anyone. Telling people about my problems always goes wrong. It's time that I realize that my life has always been shitty and will never get better.