Venting i so desperately want to ctb

[vulkann]

All i can think about is suicide.

I feel like an animal trapped in a cage.

I just want to scratch myself until i bleed or bash my head against the wall until the suffering stops.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just wish to be free from the pain of existing as well and I certainly understand it's so torturous and dreadful suffering here. But anyway I wish you the best.