gimpyfairy
Member
- Sep 23, 2025
- 9
I don't know why I'm even here anymore. My whole life I had nothing, I am nothing, I have no struggles, I am defective.
These useless medications that are supposed to do anything to help me and yet nothing has ever changed, I'm still just the worthless fuck up accident that should've never been born.
I ruined my parents' life, I quit on all of my friends, and I was not there for the one person that needed me.
I've achieved nothing, I tell myself that people don't need to achieve anything, but thats just because deep down I know that I have not done a single thing worth writing down in my worthless diary.
I drown in hobbies, I try to find anything that sparks a lick of emotion in me, I tried living abroad and even that opportunity was squandered because I have nothing in me, I'm just empty and no one sees me.
My mother looks at me and wonders if I'm crazy and if I should be treated like a person or a madman, my own mother can't look at me anymore.
Someone just make it end, I wish I could make it end, it doesn't stop, it just never stops it keeps going down and down and down and down and I can't stop falling I just can't do this
These useless medications that are supposed to do anything to help me and yet nothing has ever changed, I'm still just the worthless fuck up accident that should've never been born.
I ruined my parents' life, I quit on all of my friends, and I was not there for the one person that needed me.
I've achieved nothing, I tell myself that people don't need to achieve anything, but thats just because deep down I know that I have not done a single thing worth writing down in my worthless diary.
I drown in hobbies, I try to find anything that sparks a lick of emotion in me, I tried living abroad and even that opportunity was squandered because I have nothing in me, I'm just empty and no one sees me.
My mother looks at me and wonders if I'm crazy and if I should be treated like a person or a madman, my own mother can't look at me anymore.
Someone just make it end, I wish I could make it end, it doesn't stop, it just never stops it keeps going down and down and down and down and I can't stop falling I just can't do this
