Venting I should jump

[fleetingnight]

I should've jumped off that parking lot when I had the chance. I can still find an excuse to go there anytime, not like it's hard. The idea of jumping scares me, because it's so impulsive and I can't change my mind. That's the same reason I want to do it. It almost feels easy. It would be over with. I feel equally happy and terrified at the thought that I could definitely do it if I wanted to.

My ideal method of dying would involve just getting really drunk and high, taking something, and going to sleep. I know it can never be that simple and easy, though.

I don't think I'll do it. It's possible, but more than I am anything else, I'm a fucking coward.

I'm really sorry to vent so much today. It gets worse when I'm sober.

 

[Agon321]

Don't worry, that's what this place is for.

How high is this parking lot?
Jumping is a good method, but it must be done from the right height.

Of course, mental balls are a different problem. But this applies to all methods. It's hard to take a step towards CTB.

I would like to have a machine at home that I can enter and die whenever I want.
Something like Sarco.
Only bigger, because I don't like small spaces :).

 

[fleetingnight]

How high is this parking lot?
Jumping is a good method, but it must be done from the right height.

It was a pretty big one, at least 3 stories, but I think 4 (I don't exactly remember.) The building the parking is for would be a great choice, it's 6 stories, pretty foolproof I think, but I looked and the roof access was way too protected. I understand why, though it's disappointing.

 

[Agon321]

It was a pretty big one, at least 3 stories, but I think 4 (I don't exactly remember.) The building the parking is for would be a great choice, it's 6 stories, pretty foolproof I think, but I looked and the roof access was way too protected. I understand why, though it's disappointing.

Do you know what its specific height is?
46 meters is recommended.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Jumping for Jesus...off a bridge is what I will do one day.

 

[rozeske]

It was a pretty big one, at least 3 stories, but I think 4 (I don't exactly remember.) The building the parking is for would be a great choice, it's 6 stories, pretty foolproof I think, but I looked and the roof access was way too protected. I understand why, though it's disappointing.

There is no foolproof hight but the minimum hight is 46 meters or 10 to 15 floors hight.

 

[fleetingnight]

Do you know what its specific height is?
46 meters is recommended.

Oh, that's good info, thank you for it. Higher minimum than expected, I guess my estimates weren't great. I'll have to see if I can find that info online or something. I'd definitely want to be sure before I did anything. Not only do I not want to fail if/when I decide to try, but I really don't want it to be slow.