FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,920
I see suicide as self care, for me having access to painless suicide truly would be that. Suicide is self care as it's the one escape from the futile and torturous burden of existing as a human, suicide is the prevention of meaningless, unnecessary suffering in an existence that was always undesirable in the first place.
To have the option to just die painlessly truly would be such a relief, I wish for a death like never waking again. All that's ideal to me is non-existence as it's the permanent absence of all suffering and harm, I only see those who no longer exist as being fortunate as now they are at peace and are no longer burdened with this existence.
For me existence itself is the true problem, I only find comfort in death. I'd always prefer to peacefully not exist than to suffer for decades in this existence where there is no limit as to how much pain one can feel just to die slowly and painfully from old age.
Suicide is self care as it means avoiding this hellish fate but I really wish I never existed more than anything, suicide is simply the solution to what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, a problem that never should have existed at all. It's really cruel and horrible how I cannot access an instant suicide pill or guaranteed peaceful poison as it certainly would solve everything for me.
To have the option to just die painlessly truly would be such a relief, I wish for a death like never waking again. All that's ideal to me is non-existence as it's the permanent absence of all suffering and harm, I only see those who no longer exist as being fortunate as now they are at peace and are no longer burdened with this existence.
For me existence itself is the true problem, I only find comfort in death. I'd always prefer to peacefully not exist than to suffer for decades in this existence where there is no limit as to how much pain one can feel just to die slowly and painfully from old age.
Suicide is self care as it means avoiding this hellish fate but I really wish I never existed more than anything, suicide is simply the solution to what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, a problem that never should have existed at all. It's really cruel and horrible how I cannot access an instant suicide pill or guaranteed peaceful poison as it certainly would solve everything for me.
