I see life as being very horrible.

[FuneralCry]

Everyday, I have the same thoughts. I do not see any point to living. Why should I carry on when each day there is constant thoughts of hopelessness and dread. Everything causes me stress, but if not that everything bores me. Life is just a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it, and it is not what I want. It seems like all humans are brought into this world just to suffer and I am extremely bothered by pain and suffering. I do not know how people can go about their lives wanting to live. Personally, the fact that things could potentially get so horrible, there is no limit as to how bad things can get, is enough to make me want to exit. Dying is the only thing that will ever make sense for me, I would never want to live no matter what happened.

Eternal sleep is what I want, as then nothing can hurt me. If you are dead, you are incapable of experiencing anything. Living brings such great pain and being dead is being blissfully ignorant of all the horrors of this life. More than anything I wish I was never born, as if you never exist you never suffer. I am jealous of people who are able to die peacefully. Consciousness can be torture and I dream of escape from it all. This is just another repetitive post to pass the time. The feeling of dread and emptiness will never go away. I cannot accept this life.

 

[chocolatebar]

While I write this, there's a tiny dragonfly at my side, lying on the ground, doing erratic and desperate movements, because it has apparently broken its wings and can't fly It looks like in irrecoverable pain and I'm gathering strength to end its life. It would be something simple for many people, stomping a foot over that being and move on, as if it had no importance whatsoever, but I'm reluctant for some reason.

Maybe because I, somehow, see myself in this dragonfly... struggling with irrecoverable pain, trying to fly with broken wings...

Broken wings...

 

[ItsMe-Hecked]

While I write this, there's a tiny dragonfly at my side, lying on the ground, doing erratic and desperate movements, because it has apparently broken its wings and can't fly It looks like in irrecoverable pain and I'm gathering strength to end its life. It would be something simple for many people, stomping a foot over that being and move on, as if it had no importance whatsoever, but I'm reluctant for some reason.

Maybe because I, somehow, see myself in this dragonfly... struggling with irrecoverable pain, trying to fly with broken wings...

Broken wings...

It disgusts me seeing humans casually cause harm to other animals like they were born for us to torture them. I can relate to the suffering most animals go through, in that most people don't give the animals they harm even a glance when they slaughter them. That's how I feel.

 

[Depressed Cat]

My depression has turned me into an antinatalist. I view being born in this world as being condemned to life imprisonment followed by the death penalty. I will not procreate and inflict further suffering in this world.

Like someone said, "Sleep is good, death is even better, but it's best to never have been born".

 

[TheHatedOne]

Yeah, fuck this shit called life. I don't know if it's a tragedy or a bitter joke or both. We're brought here against our will to suffer constantly, be in pain, experience all kinds of horrors. All for what? Most people say for the "little joys". What the fuck are the little joys? Those things that almost never happen, last for a very short period of time and barely make you satisfied? And for which you have to work your ass off?

Then there are cursed people like me who almost only experience pain and desperation and are hated just because they exist. Like, I myself never wanted to exist, but here I am.

There's also humanity which was the biggest mistake ever. Humans make everything worse. Our species destroy. We treat all matters with violence and aggressiveness, never bothering to understand the other party. We like to inflict pain and make others suffer on purpose, mostly vulnerable people, so we have something to masturbate on. Humanity and sadism are the same thing. And don't forget that we are all here because of other humans.

Unnecessary fight for survival where at best we experience slight satisfaction. And mostly painful feelings. Where we have to solve problems constantly. Where arbitrary pieces of paper dictate everything. Where you have to work most of your days, most of your life, doing the same boring repetitive tasks. The same things. And some want to be immortal. Lol.

I'd like to think that there can't be anything worse than this. Whatever there is after we die, it can't be any worse than what is now.


Sorry for the ramble, I got caught deep into the subject.

 

[motel rooms]

While I write this, there's a tiny dragonfly at my side, lying on the ground, doing erratic and desperate movements, because it has apparently broken its wings and can't fly It looks like in irrecoverable pain and I'm gathering strength to end its life. It would be something simple for many people, stomping a foot over that being and move on, as if it had no importance whatsoever, but I'm reluctant for some reason.

Maybe because I, somehow, see myself in this dragonfly... struggling with irrecoverable pain, trying to fly with broken wings...

I always squash poor half-dead insects immediately precisely because I identify with them...

 

[chocolatebar]

I always squash poor half-dead insects immediately precisely because I identify with them...

It took me a good while, but I did it...

 

[Lost Magic]

I feel the same way to be honest. Life is just sad and boring and the days are so fucking long. That is why I have decided to leave what little savings I have to an animal charity and throw in the towel. I was just thinking about suicide before but now I am actively planning it. I know my life isn't going to get better and I am not getting any younger. So there is point in waiting around like some stupid old cunt and pretending to myself anymore haha Death awaits and I am looking forward to its arrival.

 

[NormaJeane]

Everyday, I have the same thoughts. I do not see any point to living. Why should I carry on when each day there is constant thoughts of hopelessness and dread. Everything causes me stress, but if not that everything bores me. Life is just a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it, and it is not what I want. It seems like all humans are brought into this world just to suffer and I am extremely bothered by pain and suffering. I do not know how people can go about their lives wanting to live. Personally, the fact that things could potentially get so horrible, there is no limit as to how bad things can get, is enough to make me want to exit. Dying is the only thing that will ever make sense for me, I would never want to live no matter what happened.

Eternal sleep is what I want, as then nothing can hurt me. If you are dead, you are incapable of experiencing anything. Living brings such great pain and being dead is being blissfully ignorant of all the horrors of this life. More than anything I wish I was never born, as if you never exist you never suffer. I am jealous of people who are able to die peacefully. Consciousness can be torture and I dream of escape from it all. This is just another repetitive post to pass the time. The feeling of dread and emptiness will never go away. I cannot accept this life.

Yeah, what does life matter when we still have to die, what is the point of having children when humanity will die, people have had children into a world of meaningless suffering.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Life is nothing but a teaser

 

[Julgran]

Everyday, I have the same thoughts. I do not see any point to living. Why should I carry on when each day there is constant thoughts of hopelessness and dread. Everything causes me stress, but if not that everything bores me. Life is just a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it, and it is not what I want. It seems like all humans are brought into this world just to suffer and I am extremely bothered by pain and suffering. I do not know how people can go about their lives wanting to live. Personally, the fact that things could potentially get so horrible, there is no limit as to how bad things can get, is enough to make me want to exit. Dying is the only thing that will ever make sense for me, I would never want to live no matter what happened.

Eternal sleep is what I want, as then nothing can hurt me. If you are dead, you are incapable of experiencing anything. Living brings such great pain and being dead is being blissfully ignorant of all the horrors of this life. More than anything I wish I was never born, as if you never exist you never suffer. I am jealous of people who are able to die peacefully. Consciousness can be torture and I dream of escape from it all. This is just another repetitive post to pass the time. The feeling of dread and emptiness will never go away. I cannot accept this life.

I'm new here since December, but I saw you posting a lot before I joined. I actually browsed this community for about two years before I became a member, but I always find your posts being realistic - and I agree with your perspective of life.

All I can add is that life will end eventually - no matter if we do it by our own hand, or if we let old age end our existence.

Life is nothing but a teaser

You brought a completely new thought into my mind! What if the "afterlife" - if it exists, and whatever it may be - is similar to life, but completely different? It could even be a lot better than our current lives.

 

[Lost Magic]

I'm new here since December, but I saw you posting a lot before I joined. I actually browsed this community for about two years before I became a member, but I always find your posts being realistic - and I agree with your perspective of life.

All I can add is that life will end eventually - no matter if we do it by our own hand, or if we let old age end our existence.



You brought a completely new thought into my mind! What if the "afterlife" - if it exists, and whatever it may be - is similar to life, but completely different? It could even be a lot better than our current lives.

Could be. Dr Raymond Moody, has studied near death experiences for decades. He wrote a best selling book called Life After Life. His patients had many positive experiences of glimpses of the afterlife. Now, this is mostly anecdotal evidence but it is still fascinating nonetheless. Maybe our consciousness does survive death and moves on to better worlds or maybe the lights go out and that's it. Who knows but one day we will find out. I am glad it is all a bit mysterious. Seems like an adventure to me actually.

 

[Julgran]

Could be. Dr Raymond Moody, has studied near death experiences for decades. He wrote a best selling book called Life After Life. His patients had many positive experiences of glimpses of the afterlife. Now, this is mostly anecdotal evidence but it is still fascinating nonetheless. Maybe our consciousness does survive death and moves on to better worlds or maybe the lights go out and that's it. Who knows but one day we will find out. I am glad it is all a bit of mysterious. Seems like an adventure to me actually.

Yes, indeed! You perspective brings some excitement and mystery to death. That's very interesting.

Only the dead will know

 

[ormaybeyoucouldchill]

Everyday, I have the same thoughts. I do not see any point to living. Why should I carry on when each day there is constant thoughts of hopelessness and dread. Everything causes me stress, but if not that everything bores me. Life is just a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it, and it is not what I want. It seems like all humans are brought into this world just to suffer and I am extremely bothered by pain and suffering. I do not know how people can go about their lives wanting to live. Personally, the fact that things could potentially get so horrible, there is no limit as to how bad things can get, is enough to make me want to exit. Dying is the only thing that will ever make sense for me, I would never want to live no matter what happened.

Eternal sleep is what I want, as then nothing can hurt me. If you are dead, you are incapable of experiencing anything. Living brings such great pain and being dead is being blissfully ignorant of all the horrors of this life. More than anything I wish I was never born, as if you never exist you never suffer. I am jealous of people who are able to die peacefully. Consciousness can be torture and I dream of escape from it all. This is just another repetitive post to pass the time. The feeling of dread and emptiness will never go away. I cannot accept this life.

I feel similarly. A small part of me hopes that there's a treatment out there that will make me feel that life is worth living. But deep down, I feel that things will only get worse. I grow a little more hopeless every day.

That being said, I don't know if people are brought into this world just to suffer. There are people who would say that they are happy they were born, and for all we know, they're telling the truth (though I doubt it.)

I hope you're right about death being the end of experiencing all the horrors in life. But none of us can be sure of what happens when we die. This is part of the reason why I'm so cowardly when it comes to suicide.

 

[Of The Universe]

What country are you in FC?

 

[FuneralCry]

What country are you in FC?

I do not see how this is relevant to the thread, but I live in the UK. I do not like living there especially as euthanasia is not legal, the society does not respect our right to die.