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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,705
I cannot stand it when pro-life people say things like just be more positive, they come across as incredibly delusional and it disgusts me how they invalidate the fact that existence itself is nothing more than an unnecessary harm, no matter what existence could never be a desirable state.

Positivity will always be delusional because to exist in this reality where chance so senselessly determines everything is something so incredibly harmful. This is especially because as long as one exists there is no limit as to how much they can suffer, it disturbs me how in existence there is unlimited potential for pain and torment.

It's delusional to insist that existence is something "good" when it could never be, in fact existence itself is something so evil, existence is the ultimate cause of all suffering and it's a terrible, horrific tragedy how life even evolved at all, the existence of life is very disturbing. It's like a virus how humans continue to procreate, inflicting suffering onto others in an endless cycle that so tragically continues to repeat once new life is forced here.

I see wanting suicide as simply being the logical response to having the ability to exist as a conscious being in this reality filled with harm, risks and potential for the most extreme suffering. It's disgusting how humans want to deny others the right to cease existing in peace with their insane worship of the futile and repulsive curse that is existence, there is nothing positive about how existing beings have been tormented in this meaningless existence all throughout history. Being aware of how existence is truly pointless, undesirable and just creates problems and suffering that there was never a need for the first place is simply just being realistic, in fact existence itself will always be the true problem no matter what. I see no value in this burdensome process of slowly dying where one is destined for nothing but to be tormented by old age.
 
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Morte

Morte

Specialist
Nov 23, 2023
376
Yes, it's an illusion. But i guess it's better to cling to an illusion that makes you suffer less, than see the harsh truth of existance like you and not be able to end it.
 

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