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stupidguy
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- Apr 22, 2026
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I knew exactly what I needed, but I didn't have a prescription for it. My psychiatrist is 21km away and sends prescriptions to me as PDFs. I waited for the latest one to arrive—it was for my usual meds, Sertraline and Flupentixol. Once I got the file, I opened it in Adobe Acrobat. It was easy to delete the original medicine names and type in 'Phenobarbitone' instead. I made sure the font matched so it looked like the doctor had written it himself.
I went to the Pharmacy, showed him the prescription. I hesitated to buy. Said I'll let you know. He told me he didn't have 60mg but 30mg. I said I'll let you know and left cuz anxiety was already eating me up inside.
Next day, something triggers me and I go there. Show him the prescription, get the 30mg bottle ( 100 tablets ). But I didn't use it.
I feel terrible. Because if I use it. There'll be an investigation. And the police will or might track him down since my mom knows where I usually buy medicines from.. plus this is a Schedule X drug.
I think I should rather buy SN. From JioMart. Atleast no one would really be harmed. ( Jio is a huge indian company, a billionaire owns it so I don't really think he'd be at risk. ) And we'll — I don't know. Maybe it's just better to suicide jumping off a 10 floor building? Atleast no other person would be harmed.
I went to the Pharmacy, showed him the prescription. I hesitated to buy. Said I'll let you know. He told me he didn't have 60mg but 30mg. I said I'll let you know and left cuz anxiety was already eating me up inside.
Next day, something triggers me and I go there. Show him the prescription, get the 30mg bottle ( 100 tablets ). But I didn't use it.
I feel terrible. Because if I use it. There'll be an investigation. And the police will or might track him down since my mom knows where I usually buy medicines from.. plus this is a Schedule X drug.
I think I should rather buy SN. From JioMart. Atleast no one would really be harmed. ( Jio is a huge indian company, a billionaire owns it so I don't really think he'd be at risk. ) And we'll — I don't know. Maybe it's just better to suicide jumping off a 10 floor building? Atleast no other person would be harmed.