CFLoser
I fcking hate myself
- Dec 5, 2018
- 611
a guy who was at the mental hospital had so many cuts on his arms and legs and even face. It looked... cool. I never spoke to him. Not even once. I always got seated next to him at lunch though.
He liked to drink 1 orange juice and 1 full-fat milk. I personally was scared of juice and milk so I only drank water and tea.
He never ever came to groups... I think. I didn't go to many myself. He slept a lot and was always in his hospital gown for some reason.
I liked to read books and wait for my parents to come. They were always sad but I enjoyed the books I was reading. The book I liked the most was Jane Eyre. It was so good. It's my favorite book rn but I also liked Little Women but I haven't read that since I was young.
I never saw this guy ever go to the library. He did talk a few times though. I never talked. Not in groups or at breakfast lunch or dinner. I wonder what people thought of me because I never talked? Maybe they thought I was still super depressed but I really just liked Jane Eyre and was thinking about the book. It took me a long time to read it... I might legitamely be dumb which really is a letdown.
Anyway... my point is: why are guys who cut themselves attractive?? That shouldn't be a thing but it is...
He liked to drink 1 orange juice and 1 full-fat milk. I personally was scared of juice and milk so I only drank water and tea.
He never ever came to groups... I think. I didn't go to many myself. He slept a lot and was always in his hospital gown for some reason.
I liked to read books and wait for my parents to come. They were always sad but I enjoyed the books I was reading. The book I liked the most was Jane Eyre. It was so good. It's my favorite book rn but I also liked Little Women but I haven't read that since I was young.
I never saw this guy ever go to the library. He did talk a few times though. I never talked. Not in groups or at breakfast lunch or dinner. I wonder what people thought of me because I never talked? Maybe they thought I was still super depressed but I really just liked Jane Eyre and was thinking about the book. It took me a long time to read it... I might legitamely be dumb which really is a letdown.
Anyway... my point is: why are guys who cut themselves attractive?? That shouldn't be a thing but it is...
