Venting I relapsed after 28 days

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This sucks I was doing so well but I felt so alone like no one cares about me and i started scratching at my wrist and what sucks the most is that it wasn't even anything big like me using my knife again it was just me scratching until I bleed and I'm really sad about that because I didn't get all this pent up sadness and self hate I have out recently things have just been getting worse and worse I lost two of my three safe spaces and if I lost the final place I think I might have to catch the bus
thank you to whoever reads this dumb read and I'm sorry for venting all this junk to the random people on the internet I love you all