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kosmischerunfall

kosmischerunfall

Student
Jan 7, 2024
196
WOWW, with that being said: nothing changed all false hopes, i got too excited, for some people their life never changes.

i was meant to die early, who could bear such emotional pain?

i thought i was getting normal, but lost my job due to my anxiety, scared to find a new one, ugh...

fuck anxiety.

fuck myself for letting this happen again,
some people are better to off themselves, especially if they can't take care of oneself.

peace☺️
 
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Exhausted546

Experienced
Dec 1, 2025
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WOWW, with that being said: nothing changed all false hopes, i got too excited, for some people their life never changes.

i was meant to die early, who could bear such emotional pain?

i thought i was getting normal, but lost my job due to my anxiety, scared to find a new one, ugh...

fuck anxiety.

fuck myself for letting this happen again,
some people are better to off themselves, especially if they can't take care of oneself.

peace☺️
Same should have ended it a decade ago
 
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SummerChristmasEve

SummerChristmasEve

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Jan 30, 2024
17
I feel the exact same way. I should have killed my sled when I was 16. Had plenty of opportunities to do it and I would have died with so much potential.
 

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