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In2TheVoid

In2TheVoid

Pathological
Feb 18, 2021
75
I just wanted to stop in here and say thanks to all the people who talked with me while I spent months in hell

The experience of being in a dorsal vagal / catatonic depression changed how I view everything and I don't think there was really any moral strength in my recovery, mostly good luck

Ketamine therapy and luvox helped me escape a horrible thought loop which trapped me for months. I was ready to die for so long and now on the other side of it I just feel grateful (and sad that so many here cannot get relief)

I am cheering for all of you and will never forget how much of a torture machine our brains can be
 
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timf

Enlightened
Mar 26, 2020
1,604
Good luck and remember to appreciate the resources you found within yourself as well.
 
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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
278
Congratulations on having reached that point. Beware of the darkness, it can be crawling around, hoping to drag you down back to hell. But for now, enjoy feeling good and work to keep that feeling.
 
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BeautifulMosaics

BeautifulMosaics

Specialist
Aug 15, 2021
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Ketamine therapy and luvox helped me escape a horrible thought loop which trapped me for months. I was ready to die for so long and now on the other side of it I just feel grateful (and sad that so many here cannot get relief)

I am cheering for all of you and will never forget how much of a torture machine our brains can be

I'm so glad for you and thank you for your testament. It's true, a sick brain will warp your reality any way it wants. It can be like night and day.
 
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Meretlein

Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
I am so happy for you. May you have many joyful years ahead.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,784
Congratulations!!!! WOW!! Fantastic!! Your post helped me so much today as I was feeling really down and seeing your lovely ray of sunshine turned my day around!

It makes me so happy to see that you are doing so well and happy. Life is always many turns and twists and it is so darn great to see when it comes together and brings happiness and contentment to a person, like YOU!!!

Have a great life, stay healthy and happy and bring joy and peace in this world to others and yourself.

Love always,

Walter
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Our brains certainly can torture us. I am pleased for you that things got better. I wish you the best.
 
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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
Thats good girl, hope everythings alright
 

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