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anthony97

anthony97

Wanting peace
May 18, 2022
7
I survived my last attempt and I swear it's left me with worse pain. I was in the ICU for 12 days and then the Psych ward for 3 weeks.

Like why do we have to resort to these dangerous methods that are just inhumane and make us worse if we survive. Why can't we die with dignity. Fuck this society that deprives us of life but also deprives us of death
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,706
I understand how you feel, all that I want is to pass away peacefully and be free from this life. It is so unfair how they want to deny us the option of a peaceful exit. No one should have to resort to such risky methods. The fear of failure is what personally holds me back from ctb. We live in a world where there is so much suffering after all and things can easily get so much worse.

I'm sorry that you went through a failed attempt, I can imagine that it must have been really awful. It is such a cruel world we live in, and more than anything I wish that I never existed. I wish you the best.
 
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narudo

Member
May 23, 2022
15
Same. The pro lifers really make it hard. Assisted suicide should be a freedom and a right no matter what!
 
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Capsaicin78

Capsaicin78

Full time failure
May 4, 2022
238
Yup, I think I speak for the most of us if I say that euthanization should be legalized everywhere. We are deprived of a basic human right, which is pure cruelty.
 
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Seeking_Peace

Arcanist
May 18, 2022
476
It's so interesting how many centuries ago ctb was viewed as honorable and courageous. Now, it's demonized and stigmatized.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
I'm only taking up resources. It would be in the general interest for me to go.
 
September5th

September5th

You can get better. But the choice is always ours.
May 17, 2022
244
The right to suicide should be a thing in every country. It's inhumane to live a life you don't want. It would be so much easier to go to a place and get people to kill you with peaceful methods.
 
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PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
641
I am so, SO sorry. I'm in the same boat as you. I have begged and pleaded and searched and scoured but I have no option to have a peaceful tonic ready to go in case the worst happens to me (I have physical conditions causing high risk of MI/stroke). It's agony I wouldn't wish on anyone.
 
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anthony97

anthony97

Wanting peace
May 18, 2022
7
I understand how you feel, all that I want is to pass away peacefully and be free from this life. It is so unfair how they want to deny us the option of a peaceful exit. No one should have to resort to such risky methods. The fear of failure is what personally holds me back from ctb. We live in a world where there is so much suffering after all and things can easily get so much worse.

I'm sorry that you went through a failed attempt, I can imagine that it must have been really awful. It is such a cruel world we live in, and more than anything I wish that I never existed. I wish you the best.
Yes, it's all just very cruel! I'be said my note when I ctb will be an essay arguing for assisted suicide. I doubt it'll make a difference but I think society needs to contend with the fact that some of us do not want to be here and we should have ways to do that humanely
I am so, SO sorry. I'm in the same boat as you. I have begged and pleaded and searched and scoured but I have no option to have a peaceful tonic ready to go in case the worst happens to me (I have physical conditions causing high risk of MI/stroke). It's agony I wouldn't wish on anyone.
Thank you and I'm sending you well wishes. I wish they weren't so cruel. It should never be this hard to die peacefully
 
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hush hush

Student
May 13, 2022
128
I survived my last attempt and I swear it's left me with worse pain. I was in the ICU for 12 days and then the Psych ward for 3 weeks.

Like why do we have to resort to these dangerous methods that are just inhumane and make us worse if we survive. Why can't we die with dignity. Fuck this society that deprives us of life but also deprives us of death
What method did you try? What caused the failure? I hope you can tell us so that we won't do the same mistake when we try.
 

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