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kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
301
Why is existing like this. I hate how the world treats people. i hate that so much people are in pain. Why is everything so painful. I want to CTB so badly. I want to wait for SN and I know i should. I just dont know how much longer i can wait. I cant handle reality at all anymore fuckkkkkkkkkkk
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,159
Reality is so horrible!!!!! SO BAD!!!!!@
 
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ObssessedEirika

ObssessedEirika

“I’m so damn tired.”
Jan 7, 2024
26
Reality truly is a dice game where the odds are rigged against a person's favor. It's cruel how life treats people in such agonizing ways. I can honestly relate to the desire to CTB from how painful reality is as I too am going through the same thing.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand that it's dreadful feeling trapped in this cruel existence you hate but anyway I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.
 

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