lighthousekeeper
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- Jun 29, 2020
- 37
It's very difficult to ctb when I live with my family. Think I'll have a few hours to myself one day? No, not a chance! I have to run some errand instead. Why didn't it just work the last time. My dad & my doctor say I had a very slim chance of surviving that attempt. Sometimes I think I'm immortal & sometimes I think I'm dead. Last semester of school I neglected my work as a way to force myself to do it, & it didn't work somehow. What could I have told my profs lol, "hey I didn't think I was going to have to do this because I thought I'd be dead???" & I'm doing it again!!! I know I keep talking about this but I'm just amazed by how little I learn from things & my excuses to be lazy.