I really don't want to be forced to live just because suicide is too difficult.

[LaVieEnRose]

Whether it be because of fear, methods, or whatever. I have had that fear for quite a while. I do not want that. A problem is I'm absolute garbage at life and my impression (and it's only an impression) is that I'm way worse than the average user here in that regard. So it's not question for me of oh I could live with some success but it's not worth it, it's more I can't make life work period.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly hate how suicide is so difficult in this world, the thought of being trapped here for potentially decades is something that is unbearable to me. But anyway I guess that if one doesn't find a way to leave this world then they basically have no choice but to stay here and suffer, existing certainly is a punishment. I know that if suicide was easier I would be long gone.

 

[SilentSadness]

I am in the same situation. I want nothing more than to die and am denied most horribly. Suicide is near-impossible and there's a much higher chance of gaining permanent injury than death. It's agonising to exist in a world where I of course know the abuse that will come my way if I am found to be suicidal. I empathise with you and wish it was different, and I'm sure it will be, long after we've died. I hope you gain the freedom you're missing.

 

[sanction]

I can assure you 99% of people who are suicidal, but end up continuing to live (myself included), is simply because actually moving forward with the action of suicide is just simply too overwhelming, thus is why even though continuing to live is super painful, we still end up continuing on anyways. And this is why being born is SUCH A TORTURE!!!!!!!!!!!! We're just forced into this hell hole and now just have no choice but to suffer either way, and unfortunately more often than not, we just end up continuing on to live and just suffer for many years and decades due to not much easy alternative options available at all. It is just PURE torture. Anyone who is still thinking of having kids in the future.............. PLEASE 1000000% STOP

 

[LaVieEnRose]

I can assure you 99% of people who are suicidal, but end up continuing to live (myself included), is simply because actually moving forward with the action of suicide is just simply too overwhelming, thus is why even though continuing to live is super painful, we still end up continuing on anyways. And this is why being born is SUCH A TORTURE!!!!!!!!!!!! We're just forced into this hell hole and now just have no choice but to suffer either way, and unfortunately more often than not, we just end up continuing on to live and just suffer for many years and decades due to not much easy alternative options available at all. It is just PURE torture. Anyone who is still thinking of having kids in the future.............. PLEASE 1000000% STOP

And I really don't want to be among those 99%.

 

[leavingsoon99]

I struggle with the fear of failing at my attempt. So, I can relate to you. Man, life just seems so imposed. This has to be some type of hell or something. With humans being the imps. I really hate that self-termination is such a taboo and 'bad' subject to even broach in this society. Humans don't mind if someone ends up homeless, starves, or is afflicted with ailments and failing health... "just don't die before the human-approved time" I even notice it on here. Life warriors blowing smoke up people's asses about how wonderful life can be, if they just give it another try. As if we haven't tried to get or make things 'better'. I know that some people come from a caring place, but still. They don't understand where we are and how we need to be supported. They just approach us from the societal psychology of trying to "save" us.

I hate that I have to resort to such a harsh, gruesome way to leave this hell-simulation. What's worse is that society, at-large, has absolutely no sympathy nor desire for understanding for this. It's just, "...stay here and die of cancer or something. CUZ LIFE DON'T OWE YOU SHIT!!!"

 

[sanction]

I struggle with the fear of failing at my attempt. So, I can relate to you. Man, life just seems so imposed. This has to be some type of hell or something. With humans being the imps. I really hate that self-termination is such a taboo and 'bad' subject to even broach in this society. Humans don't mind if someone ends up homeless, starves, or is afflicted with ailments and failing health... "just don't die before the human-approved time" I even notice it on here. Life warriors blowing smoke up people's asses about how wonderful life can be, if they just give it another try. As if we haven't tried to get or make things 'better'. I know that some people come from a caring place, but still. They don't understand where we are and how we need to be supported. They just approach us from the societal psychology of trying to "save" us.

I hate that I have to resort to such a harsh, gruesome way to leave this hell-simulation. What's worse is that society, at-large, has absolutely no sympathy nor desire for understanding for this. It's just, "...stay here and die of cancer or something. CUZ LIFE DON'T OWE YOU SHIT!!!"

It is indeed pure stupid!!! Every single human will die in the end no matter what. And most often than not, it is dying after many years of aging and declining, battling different diseases or sicknesses, lots of different medications, therapy sessions, surgery, etc. Not to mention the endless amount of other bullshit also involved with everyday life (money stress, daily maintenance, etc.). So instead of sticking around for the full 80+ years of this pointless "journey", some people decide to clock out earlier, just to avoid that extra few remaining decades of pointless suffering. But instead, these people are viewed as coward. Its like.... we're going to die no matter what in the end anyways. What big difference does it make???? Is there some sort of prize or award waiting for me just to stick around until the very end, despite all the endless suffering??? Obviously not, nor does it matter. Its like... lets say my health is in reasonable shape right now. So I instead die earlier while things are still under my control. Versus I wait another few decades, to the point my body has already broken down, and I'm stuck at some hospital bed, everyday needing nurses to take care of me and helping me to shit and piss, and instead slowly rot away on that hospital bed until I finally die from some bullshit heart failure or cancer....... I truly have no comment for how stupid the general society's point of view is. I have absolute no interest in following the masses