I read all of this. 1) you're what's called a "yes butter" i.e. No matter what we may suggest you say "Yes, BUT." That shows me a lot. YOU DON'T WANNA DIE. ALMOST 1400 POSTS SAYS YOU'RE JUST NEAR THE END OF YOUR FINANCIAL ROPE. THAT'S ALL. sounds like you're about to hit bottom. Alcohol costs money, so you need to start going to AA. Lots of support (if you sincerely want help...no yes but"" bullshit) These people have all been where you are (so have I, many times, 7 detox in psych ward & 5 28 day rehab. Are U in Great Britain? so take a semester or a year OFF. (it took me 10 yrs for a 4 yr degree for example).
OTOH if you wanna CTB when U& get the stuff, then the rent doesn't matter Also they can't evict U w/out going thru legal hoops, it will nt happen on Jan 1. Good luck son. stop the boozing, get clean & sober, make friends in AA, they will meet U 1/2 way from that point. (help U get a place to stay, job, etc.