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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
My savings are gone, I thought it would last until next year spring but it didn't. Got to pay rent in one week and a half. SN arrives probably in January. I'm fucked. In that case I'll have to resort to hanging again. Fuck, fuck, fuck everything. I'm panicking. I can't breathe.
 
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Hans Voralberg

Hans Voralberg

Experienced
Nov 6, 2021
229
Take a big breath. You are at emergency finnancially. Do you have any belongings like jewelery or electronicts that can be pawn or sold. This would gives you quick shot of cash and stabilize situation temporary. Next you should find temporary job. If you are good at languages you can gives tutoring to others for money for example school level students and grab some cash for it.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,427
I'm sorry you are going through this, no one should have to suffer like that. I understand it is painful to be in a hopeless situation. I wish you the best.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Take a big breath. You are at emergency finnancially. Do you have any belongings like jewelery or electronicts that can be pawn or sold. This would gives you quick shot of cash and stabilize situation temporary. Next you should find temporary job. If you are good at languages you can gives tutoring to others for money for example school level students and grab some cash for it.
I don't have any. My parents probably will refuse to support me because I want to quit university. I don't even know what how to can i get a job in one week and a half given that i searched for one a whole summer without success.
 
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Anxieyote

Sobriety over everything else • 31 • Midwest
Mar 24, 2021
444
Could you apply for government assistance? I've never been on it myself, but like 75% of the people at my apartment complex are using welfare to pay for everything. Many of them haven't had jobs for years, and they still get to live in what I would consider to be a pretty nice apartment complex.
 
TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Could you apply for government assistance? I've never been on it myself, but like 75% of the people at my apartment complex are using welfare to pay for everything. Many of them haven't had jobs for years, and they still get to live in what I would consider to be a pretty nice apartment complex.
government assistance isn't much here. you can't do much with it.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
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I don't have any. My parents probably will refuse to support me because I want to quit university. I don't even know what how to can i get a job in one week and a half given that i searched for one a whole summer without success.
There is a big labor shortage at the low end in many countries. People are being hired on the spot .

Try food delivery I think you can make enough to tide over until 2022
 
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Pure

Specialist
Jun 29, 2021
366
I'm so sorry. Can you do food delivery like someone suggested? If you're in the US, lots of places hiring.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
oh yeh

I forgot to suggest donating plasma
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
I don't have any. My parents probably will refuse to support me because I want to quit university. I don't even know what how to can i get a job in one week and a half given that i searched for one a whole summer without success.
One option might be to tell your parents you have decided to not quit university- lying is not always great, but if it keeps a roof over your head it could be justifiable.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Try food delivery I think you can make enough to tide over until 2022
I'm so sorry. Can you do food delivery like someone suggested? If you're in the US, lots of places hiring.
I don't have a drivers license. When I was job searching I saw that most offers were for some kind of delivery.

One option might be to tell your parents you have decided to not quit university- lying is not always great, but if it keeps a roof over your head it could be justifiable.
while it's pretty difficult to lie in this situation, and I'm also not that good at lying, I'd consider it. Just need to sort some stuff first.


I need one more month and after I hope the SN actually comes and that it's legit so I will stop existing and being a burden.
 
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aristotle is ok

aristotle is ok

time to reflect & accept
Oct 11, 2021
25
I read all of this. 1) you're what's called a "yes butter" i.e. No matter what we may suggest you say "Yes, BUT." That shows me a lot. YOU DON'T WANNA DIE. ALMOST 1400 POSTS SAYS YOU'RE JUST NEAR THE END OF YOUR FINANCIAL ROPE. THAT'S ALL. sounds like you're about to hit bottom. Alcohol costs money, so you need to start going to AA. Lots of support (if you sincerely want help...no yes but"" bullshit) These people have all been where you are (so have I, many times, 7 detox in psych ward & 5 28 day rehab. Are U in Great Britain? so take a semester or a year OFF. (it took me 10 yrs for a 4 yr degree for example).
OTOH if you wanna CTB when U& get the stuff, then the rent doesn't matter Also they can't evict U w/out going thru legal hoops, it will nt happen on Jan 1. Good luck son. stop the boozing, get clean & sober, make friends in AA, they will meet U 1/2 way from that point. (help U get a place to stay, job, etc.
 
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supermario

Experienced
Oct 21, 2021
233
My savings are gone, I thought it would last until next year spring but it didn't. Got to pay rent in one week and a half. SN arrives probably in January. I'm fucked. In that case I'll have to resort to hanging again. Fuck, fuck, fuck everything. I'm panicking. I can't breathe.
I'm really sorry you're in this situation. I'm not sure what the rules on SS are, but as a last resort, if you were to create a Go fund Me page, I'd donate some money. I think others here on the forums would too. It shouldn't be against the rules to help people on SS beyond just offering advise and words of comfort.
 
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Elegy

Student
Nov 14, 2021
149
sorry I can't help other than to offer my advice on how to survive homelessness.
 

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