I am autistic and because of this i am a kissles handholdless hugless virgin in the age of 21.
I can't imagine any way that i somehow lose my hugless virginity. I cannot interact with humans even on basic level, because of autism.
I still have some really small hope left that i will somehow ascend, but with every day i feel like this chance is getting smaller and smaller. I have already wasted all opportunities i had.
I haven't fully decided on the suicide method yet, but i think that going to shooting range and shooting myself in the head is probably the only option i have.
All i want is just feel a touch of a girl my age, but the NT society just refuses me this basic need. When such basic need is taken away from me, there is no point of living at all.
I dont even want sex. I just want some basic touching.
I can't imagine any way that i somehow lose my hugless virginity. I cannot interact with humans even on basic level, because of autism.
I still have some really small hope left that i will somehow ascend, but with every day i feel like this chance is getting smaller and smaller. I have already wasted all opportunities i had.
I haven't fully decided on the suicide method yet, but i think that going to shooting range and shooting myself in the head is probably the only option i have.
All i want is just feel a touch of a girl my age, but the NT society just refuses me this basic need. When such basic need is taken away from me, there is no point of living at all.
I dont even want sex. I just want some basic touching.
