Help I plan to ctb tonight, is my method ok?

[diaryofadg]

I plan to leave at night and walk on the tracks till a train comes. I know a place where there's tracks that hang over a body of water, it's about a five hour walk. I saw it when I ran away. I've been trying to gather more research but I don't know how fast my trains go (they're cargo trains though) so I don't really know what'll happen so I'd like advice on what's likely to happen.
The reason I'm picking over a body of water is Incase I get flown away or whatever I land in the water and hopefully drown.

 

[cali22♡]

So much pain. . . .


I hope everything goes well like you want it


Take care and goodbye <3

 

[diaryofadg]

So much pain. . . .


I hope everything goes well like you want it


Take care and goodbye <3

Thank you!

 

[killorbekilled]

As long as you time it so that the train can't stop before you die, you should be successful in CTB. There is the off chance that miraculously you can survive, but it is extremely low. I wish you a death that you will be happy or accepting with, and hope you find what you are looking for when you cross over.

 

[diaryofadg]

As long as you time it so that the train can't stop before you die, you should be successful in CTB. There is the off chance that miraculously you can survive, but it is extremely low. I wish you a death that you will be happy or accepting with, and hope you find what you are looking for when you cross over.

When I ran away, I followed the tracks as it had a lot of places I knew and obviously led directly to the station. A couple trains passed and they never stopped, although it was pitch black.
Thank you for the response!

 

[ratgirl99]

I plan to leave at night and walk on the tracks till a train comes. I know a place where there's tracks that hang over a body of water, it's about a five hour walk. I saw it when I ran away. I've been trying to gather more research but I don't know how fast my trains go (they're cargo trains though) so I don't really know what'll happen so I'd like advice on what's likely to happen.
The reason I'm picking over a body of water is Incase I get flown away or whatever I land in the water and hopefully drown.

Depending on where you live cargo trains go around 80 to 120 km/h. But if a train driver spots you near tracks they will call the police and the rest of the trains going through will run at a reduced speed (usually 10 to 20 km/h) so be careful about that. Best wishes otherwise <3

 

[maniac116]

I'm sorry your life has not been tolerable.
I hope you find a place of peace & unconditional love

 

[diaryofadg]

Depending on where you live cargo trains go around 80 to 120 km/h. But if a train driver spots you near tracks they will call the police and the rest of the trains going through will run at a reduced speed (usually 10 to 20 km/h) so be careful about that. Best wishes otherwise <3

I live in cali!

 

[Dignified Death]

Honestly for this method I recommend to look at what it will look like once you jump, it not only a horrible experience but your body will look horrible and that quite a understatement. Fatality rates are quite high but it is one of the worse ways to go. If done wrong it will be one of the worst deaths imaginable, there are multitude of better and less painful methods I would recommend before this. I am not saying it impossible to have a death that not so bad but most seems to just wing it in this method they usually just jump and hope for the best, I would recommend if your actually gonna go through with it my understanding is the faster the train the better but I really recommend to possible look at acouple of post to see what they say about it

 

[diaryofadg]

Honestly for this method I recommend to look at what it will look like once you jump, it not only a horrible experience but your body will look horrible and that quite a understatement. Fatality rates are quite high but it is one of the worse ways to go. If done wrong it will be one of the worst deaths imaginable, there are multitude of better and less painful methods I would recommend before this. I am not saying it impossible to have a death that not so bad but most seems to just wing it in this method they usually just jump and hope for the best, I would recommend if your actually gonna go through with it my understanding is the faster the train the better but I really recommend to possible look at acouple of post to see what they say about it

I couldn't find much on this method, and for me it's kinda the only option. I don't have drugs ican actually od on nor do I have firearms. As long as death is certain and realitvely quick, that's all matters to me

 

[Dignified Death]

I couldn't find much on this method, and for me it's kinda the only option. I don't have drugs ican actually od on nor do I have firearms. As long as death is certain and realitvely quick, that's all matters to me

Do you gotta do it soon?

 

[LunarLight]

If you wanna go this way, make sure to lay your neck on the track in order to die by decapitation. Best of luck.

 

[diaryofadg]

Do you gotta do it soon?

Yeah. Well, not gotta but like I'm just so sick of this. Everything prepared for tonightand IDONT think I could go to school tmrwand face everyone and then do it

 

[Dignified Death]

Yeah. Well, not gotta but like I'm just so sick of this. Everything prepared for tonightand IDONT think I could go to school tmrwand face everyone and then do it

I understand what you mean but I really don't think it will make a difference to any of them if you went back to school and Ctb a different way in acouple of weeks from now. You gotta make a precise plan for something like this, I seen videos of people doing it and getting dragged and they are still alive. People with half there body alive for mins before they die.

 

[diaryofadg]

I understand what you mean but I really don't think it will make a difference to any of them if you went back to school and Ctb a different way in acouple of weeks from now. You gotta make a precise plan for something like this, I seen videos of people doing it and getting dragged and they are still alive. People with half there body alive for mins before they die.

I see ur point but I also don't have another method. For a long time I planned to od or cut an artery but those r both extremely hard to do urself. If I lay on the tracks, isn't it an extremely low chance I'll live? Getting run over by a train seems almost 100% successful

 

[LunarLight]

Getting run over by a train seems almost 100% successful

It is indeed one of the most successful methods along with firearms aimed at the brainstem.

 

[Dignified Death]

I see ur point but I also don't have another method. For a long time I planned to od or cut an artery but those r both extremely hard to do urself. If I lay on the tracks, isn't it an extremely low chance I'll live? Getting run over by a train seems almost 100% successful

Yeah there has been cases of people just loosing there legs while trying to suicide by train but if you lay of the tracks it almost a guarantee. You gotta know what kind of train you gonna ctb with because if they have that protection in the front like a shovel, instead of your head being decapitated your just gonna be pushed and that much worse

 

[diaryofadg]

Yeah there has been cases of people just loosing there legs while trying to suicide by train but if you lay of the tracks it almost a guarantee. You gotta know what kind of train you gonna ctb with because if they have that protection in the front like a shovel, instead of your head being decapitated your just gonna be pushed and that much worse

Ohhhh the cow catcher? Yeah I was worried about that..... Tbh I dont really have a plan for that, just praying God does something for me once and either it's not there oritdoesnt affect it

 

[Unsure and alone]

I'm sorry for your suffering.
It's best not to just wing it.
Although this method will probably need acting on an impulse in the right mind frame .
You still need to know what you're doing before you let that moment come.
So you don't end up alive and worse off.

 

[diaryofadg]

Wdym ? Like I need to know the train before I go thru with it?
If it's any help, I've seen the trains here. I've never seen one not moving so idk if there's cow cat hers but I do know they go pretty fast except for the ones right by the streets, but the ones near the freeway go super fast I'd guess at least 40-60 mph

I'm sorry for your suffering.
It's best not to just wing it.
Although this method will probably need acting on an impulse in the right mind frame .
You still need to know what you're doing before you let that moment come.
So you don't end up alive and worse off.

Wdym ? Like I need to know the train before I go thru with it?
If it's any help, I've seen the trains here. I've never seen one not moving so idk if there's cow cat hers but I do know they go pretty fast except for the ones right by the streets, but the ones near the freeway go super fast I'd guess at least 40-60 mph

 

[Unsure and alone]

Wdym ? Like I need to know the train before I go thru with it?
If it's any help, I've seen the trains here. I've never seen one not moving so idk if there's cow cat hers but I do know they go pretty fast except for the ones right by the streets, but the ones near the freeway go super fast I'd guess at least 40-60 mph


Wdym ? Like I need to know the train before I go thru with it?
If it's any help, I've seen the trains here. I've never seen one not moving so idk if there's cow cat hers but I do know they go pretty fast except for the ones right by the streets, but the ones near the freeway go super fast I'd guess at least 40-60 mph

As others have said there's factor's like speed of train , cow catchers , body position, not getting caught by the cops .

Once you know all of the factors it's a matter of follow through but it will take the right moment / mind frame to actually do it .

 

[diaryofadg]

As others have said there's factor's like speed of train , cow catchers , body position, not getting caught by the cops .

Once you know all of the factors it's a matter of follow through but it will take the right moment / mind frame to actually do it .

Well, for cops I wasn't gonna walk directly on the tracks or lay down for an hour lol Buti Know what ur saying!! And I know there's that one miraculous chance I live and am paralyzed but ikind of am desperate right now. Its a chance I'm willing to take. If I'm paralyzed, I'll be in the hospital away from school and home which doesn't take away all my ptoblems but some of them